I turn on the heater, but I decide that taking a shower is the most effective way to get warm. The steam quickly fills the bathroom after I turn the water to its highest setting, which is very hot. After making the necessary adjustments, I walk into the room where the warmth is pouring down. It is nice to have something soothing to feel against my tired body, but it does nothing to calm my mind. Every time I step into the shower, all I can think about is the times when Victor Damion was there with me. When I think back on it, I can still recall the way he made me feel as he worshiped my body. I want so badly to experience that feeling again, but I know it will never happen. And I'm not sure how I'll respond to that situation.
After I get out of the shower, I put on one of Victor Damion's
