When there is a 'but' there would always be an opposite of the thought or view, a little backslide of what you planned. I loved using buts but I hated when it was used to contradict me. I had thought right and positive but yet I dreaded the darkness of the night for the past two weeks. I had excessive mares, they were all so petrifying and horrific that each time I always found myself off my bed on the cold floor with new bruises from the fall. I was living a life I had no idea of existence. My whole life turned into a question mark, every single blink from me meant darkness and darkness meant horror from the past night, darkness made me scare stiff with the bloody pictures from the previous night painted by my mind. I sure knew the path it was taking me to but I didn't want to admit,

