Freddy
It takes one action to keep a method going. It takes one true step to know the shadows you live with. Circumstances had always been difficult for me and it still is. I can't get rid of my fear of getting hit, to be honest, I'm terrorized by it.
Something I can't put up with starting from a very young age. Not that I can't take pain but it leaves hateful memories playing in my mind and insecurity wraps me in a ball of doubt and distrust.
When Philip had slapped me it reminded me of my time with Marco, he is no different, the anger plastered on his face, his dark eyes, his thirst to dominate me, I gave up. I can't put up with the fourth section of abuse.
All I want is to be back in the street where I can be free again. After the incident with Philip, he has grown worst, he yell
