My wildlife was something I cherished cause it made me feel like what I am. A radical, the worst mistake a couple would make and that, the whole city knew it.
Right now been treated humanly, like a thing that knows its place, a person created with a purpose. It makes me feel sick, I hate the many secrets I have to keep in order to be safe in my skin. I hate it when Mr. Zach is nice to me, he doesn't know who I really am. He is ignorant of the fact that I'm a damaged person. He doesn't know how dirty I am, he has no idea how empty I feel inside.
If he knew... He will be disgusted, he would scream at the top of his lungs and his point finger towards me. Mistake. He will gladly say. Then he will reject me just like them all.
I shake my head at myself. I need answers. That's the only thing
