When lost in desperation, desolation, and self-blame. All I needed was that one warm motherly hug, like the rush of a rainbow in your heart. Riding on your darkness, bringing peace to my raging heart. It was more like floating in the sky and just taking deep breaths.
As mum hugged me, I refused to let go. That moment my walls were crumbling and I was slowly letting depression and trauma crawl in. Seeing mum reminded me I was not alone and I could count on someone, some people even!
But what about him?
He could count on us. The James.
That day when mum had precipitated in the hospital with my siblings and dad. I was already admitted in emergencies. I had a few cuts and scratches which were treated particularly the burnt I had on my wrists. Freddy's kidnappers were found and taken to
