I pick my cell phone before heading downstairs thoughtfully, I can't tell why I'm compelling, she can't do anything to me, that's for sure. But is it worth it? The war? To be honest it takes more energy to wrestle than compel. That explains why I'm feeling severe mental exhaustion. Let's try a change for once. What could possibly go wrong, if I accept to walk around her for a bit? This leads me to rethink about what she had said in the car, could she be saying the truth and I'm just being the villain here, maybe she does love me and needs a way to prove it. Or not. Why I'm I torturing myself for something that is not real? I was never meant to be happy. "Are you ready?" She asks softly and I look up at the small smile on her face. I look away while sitting up from the staircase

