We walked in silent,, we didn’t have much to say,,, and in one moment I hear his laughing under the nose ,,, you know princess I love to make you angry,,
This jerky face i though to my self want me to be angry then he can be happy,,, no,no,no more I can’t leave him win all the time and like that I turn to him..
“ you know Jake you are in as…e nothing more and nothing else” and in position to get angry, the jerk started laughing without stopping…..I love to see him laugh I love to see him smile my inner voice was telling to me to focus all this was a theater nothing real but again my heart was telling me to listen to his laugh and enjoying untill last.
I love The fire in your eyes princess , “I hear him said and in the same time he brought me back from my la la land”I love to see them shine,I love to to hear from your wonderful mouth the curse’s you have for me, because believe me one day I promise to you, one day you are going to pay everything back one by one all of them,and like that from his word my heart start to cringe,,, what he means with “ I’m gone pay them one by one”. Im sure then he gone make that happening in the future if my mouth doesn’t stop to curse him I told to my inner voice but for sure I can’t leave him win and for sure I’m not more afraid of him…
Before I was entering in my house yard he took my phone without asking and wrote his number” I want y to answer of my sms sweetheart because if you try to don’t answer for sure as hell you gone pay, and like that without a goodbye he left.
My father was waiting for me in front of tv looking to his favour show programma like he do every time two times per week when Gerry show start….
Hey princess how are you? he told me after giving me a kiss ank giving a big hug like we didn’t see each other for months….
He is hilarious sometimes and that’s why I love him to death ,,and without waiting for my answer he continue to speak and question…
Was Jake the guy who brought you home ?-he asked me-
Yes dad and please before you start we are not friends just I’m helping him with studies and to be ready for the last exams in the end….and after that I run,,
I run upstairs before I hear him to ask again I need it to have a shower and a cold one,, because for sure I was feeling much warm and hot inside of me ,,,
I strip my clothes and throw them in the laundry basket,,, tomorrow after school I’m gone do the washing machine before all my clothes are dirty and I staying without clean clothes to dress and I enter in shower ,,, The steam of hot water cover me like a blanket,,, I feel my muscles relax and try to understand what he means with that then one day I’m gone pay back….
I trust him I know I’m not afraid of him I know then after that cold façade is a good guy with a gold heart then still until now I don’t understand what make him change ,, and make him the way he is.
After I relax my muscles and try to enjoy the aroma of my shower cream in my skin ,I left the shower with my fluffy towel who was waiting for me after I dry my skin and moisture with my lavender scum care I left my room for helping dad to prepare the dinner, the smell of a wonderful lasagna from the kitchen my mouth started to watering…really my dad is the best cook ever I told to my self
,,,, I love to keep our house clean and helping dad with what I can do in my free time but still my cooking skill is a disaster… behalf doing some omelette and garlic bread the rest is a disaster…
We eat and we spoke for our routine work for our days when we don’t see sometimes each other,because like I said I work in weekend and sometimes my dad work double s**t,
are days when we find each other in sleep and we tell each other hello between phones but always we promise our self then when we have time we will dedicate of each other…me and him - dad and a daughter-.
After I help dad and clean up the kitchen I left for my room, tomorrow is another day and a long one with Jake and before it’s starting to go down the hill I need some energy.
I wash my teeth and after I use my moisturising for my face I enter under my blanket my wonderful bed was waiting for me.