Chasing the 2 AM Light

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Luna woke up feeling like s**t. Again. Like someone had replaced her lungs with wet cement overnight. Those purple clouds from the dream were still stuck to the back of her eyes. The sun was up, being all bright and annoying through her curtains, but her body hadn’t gotten the memo that it was time to be a functioning human. She rolled over and her phone was burning a hole in her hand. Literally hot. She’d fallen asleep on i********: again. Elio’s page. No surprise there. His last post was from eight hours ago. Black and white photo of some building in London. No caption, because he’s allergic to words apparently. Just steel and glass and angles that made your eyes hurt. She sat up and the room did that dizzy thing it does when you haven’t eaten or slept properly in days. Her room. Same blue paint peeling off the walls. Same smell of salt and old paper and the faint, permanent ghost of her dad’s cigarettes from before he left. Her mom calls it “lived-in”. Luna calls it “depressing with books”. To the whole world, Elio Vance is a genius. Architect. Visionary. Builds impossible s**t that tells physics to sit down and shut up. Magazine covers, awards, rich people throwing money at him to design their fifth house. But to Luna? He’s just 2 AM. That’s it. The one hour every night when her chest doesn’t feel like it’s trying to cave in on itself. Even if it’s just a dream. Even if she’s completely lost her mind and he doesn’t even know she exists. She dragged herself to the window. The sunrise looked angry today. Not pretty i********: sunrise. Just orange and grey slapped together like the sky had a fight with itself and nobody won. She fogged up the glass with her breath. Like a five-year-old. “Elio,” she whispered, because the words were choking her if she kept them in, “do you even know I’m real? Or am I just the only crazy person in this whole thing?” Three years. Three years, four months, eleven days. But who’s counting. And no, it wasn’t some fan-girl crush. It was worse. Heavier. Like there was an actual rope tied to her ribs and every time he posted a photo, every time she saw his name online, it pulled. Just enough to hurt. She knew his hands. Not weird. She’d just watched every interview. Knew how he held a pencil. How he made concrete look like it was sad about something. And that look he got sometimes—when cameras caught him staring at nothing. Like he’d left a piece of himself somewhere and couldn’t remember where. She waited for 2 AM every night like it was oxygen. Maybe tonight he’ll say my name. Maybe tonight I won’t wake up alone. But then morning came and he was back to being a rumor. His world was private jets and penthouses. Hers was this town where the biggest news was the pier getting repainted. London. Same time. 4 PM. Elio was in his studio. Dark. Blinds down. The only light was that stupid architect’s lamp he hated but couldn’t work without. He was supposed to be finishing the Whitmore Museum. Client was pissed. He didn’t care. Pencil in his hand and then—c***k. Snapped clean in half. The sound was too loud. Then the room got cold. Like, freezer cold. And he smelled it. Jasmine. And salt. Ocean salt. Which was impossible because he was fourteen floors up in central London and the place always smelled like ink and burnt coffee and failure. He didn’t think. Just checked his watch. 4:00 PM. And his heart did that stupid, painful squeeze it’d been doing for months. Because 4 PM here is 2 AM there. In her city. The one from the dreams. The one he couldn’t find on any map. “Sir? The west wing elevation?” Mara, his assistant, was in the doorway. Looking at him like he might break something. Or someone. Elio ran a hand through his hair. His skin was buzzing. “I’m fine. Just… lost focus. Give me a minute.” Lie. He wasn’t fine. Hadn’t been since the dreams started. He looked down at the vellum. And his stomach dropped. He was supposed to be drawing a museum. Modern. Glass. Clean. What was on the paper was a lighthouse. Old. Crumbling. On a cliff that looked violent. He’d drawn every stone. Every c***k. The waves at the bottom, white and angry. He’d never seen this place. Not once. He’d remember. But his hand had drawn it. Like his hand knew something he didn’t. Like at 4 PM every day, his hand didn’t belong to him. Luna. 5 PM. Her town. She couldn’t breathe in her house. The air felt thick. So she walked. Feet took her to Patel’s Bookstore before she decided to go. Smelled like dust and glue and every book you lied about reading in school. Safe. She went to the architecture section. Didn’t even think. Pulled out a book. Coastal Structures. Opened it. A flower fell out. Jasmine. Dried, but perfect. Still white. She stopped breathing. Because she knew that flower. Saw it in a video. On his desk. In London. He said in the interview, “Mara hates that I keep it. But it reminds me of home.” And then didn’t say where home was. This wasn’t a coincidence. Coincidences don’t leave flowers from England in used books in India. This was a breadcrumb. And she was starving. Elio. 6 PM. Tate Modern. He needed to walk. Ended up at the Tate. Didn’t even like modern art. Went inside anyway because of the rain. And then he froze. Full-body stop. ‘The Midnight Shadow’ by Dante. Paintings. They were his dreams. The purple clouds. That impossible shade of blue. The indigo that glowed. Someone had pulled the images out of his head and put them on canvas. He doesn’t know the artist is Luna’s best friend. Doesn’t know Luna wakes up at 2:07 AM every night and voice-notes her friend every detail before she forgets. Doesn’t know any of that. All he knows is someone painted his soul. “I need to speak to the artist,” he told the curator. His voice was shaking. “Right now.” Luna. 11 PM. Her room. YouTube. Old video. Elio, eight years ago. Younger. Less tired. A student asks, “What’s your earliest inspiration?” And Elio smiles. A real one. “There was this book I read when I was ten. From my local library. The Glass Boy and the Star Girl. About a boy in a glass house and a girl in the stars. They could only meet in dreams. I’ve been trying to build that glass house ever since.” The world went silent. The air left the room. She was running before she knew it. Up to the attic. Hot. Dusty. Boxes. She tore through them, coughing, hands black. And then she found it. Same book. 1987. The Glass Boy and the Star Girl. She opened it. Fell to her knees.Stamp inside. Blue ink. Property of Westbridge Public Library, Westbridge, England. His hometown. Her mom bought this book at a garage sale when Luna was seven. Her mom had never been out of the state. Never on a plane. So how. How did a book from his childhood library end up in her attic in portugal? She took a photo, hands shaking. Posted it to her private story. Twelve followers. Tagged ‘The Coastal Pier’. Caption: Some structures are built with stone, others are built with dreams. #2AM Elio. 2:30 AM. His apartment. Can’t sleep. Never does. Lying on his couch, staring at the ceiling. He never checks i********:. Tonight his hand moves on its own. Opens it. Clicks “Places”. Taps ‘The Coastal Pier’. Doesn’t know why. And he sees it.Her story. The book. The stamp. And behind the book, in the window reflection, a blur. A girl. But Elio builds things. He knows light. He knows shapes. He knows that curve of hair. That posture. It’s her. The girl from the dream. Then his phone screams. Emergency Alert. CYCLONE WARNING - CATEGORY 4. EASTERN COASTAL DISTRICT, INDIA. SEEK IMMEDIATE SHELTER. Her district. Her pier. He doesn’t think. Doesn’t calculate. Doesn’t call anyone. He’s not Elio Vance, architect, right now. He’s just a man who realizes the only thing that matters is about to drown. Keys. Car. Hangar. Plane. He lives by logic and math. But logic is dead. He’s flying into a cyclone for a girl he doesn’t know the name of. Because 2 AM is louder than reason. Because some connections just are. Luna. 3:50 AM. The Pier. Wood wet under her bare feet. Wind screaming. Book clutched to her chest like armor. She’s not scared. She should be. Waves are thirty feet high. Black. Angry. Rain like needles. But she knows. Don’t ask how. She just does. He’s coming. Can feel it in her bones. In her teeth. Like his heartbeat is in her throat. “I’m waiting, Elio,” she whispers. The wind rips the words away. Doesn’t matter. “Come find me.” And above the storm, a small plane fights the wind to get to her.
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