Over Hot Chocolate and Red Wine

I miss him

It is almost 4 years since we move to this city. I am about to graduate next month. Our life in the city is getting better. My mum has quit the diner’s and starts working as coffee lady in one of the law firm. Her salary is quiet big and we move from shitty apartment into a better one near city centre.

She found love last year. Mr. Brook is an old bachelor and the owner of nursery and fertilizers company few miles outside the city. They met frequently when my mum still working at the diners. He always makes a stop at the diners after delivering fresh flowers to the florist shops in the city. Their relationship become closer as my mum would follow him back to his house over the weekend. I am happy with my mum. I knew she wants to be loved again.

Mr. Brook is a fine gentleman. He would take us to dinner sometimes. Tonight is different. My mum invites him over for dinner. We sat in our dining room enjoying my mum’s signature one pot beef brisket with some red wines.

            “Let’s have a toast.” Mr. Brook proposed.

He lifts his glass and we followed him.

            “To lovely Ivy whom about to graduate.” He begins.

I smiles at him.

            “To my lovely lady, thank you for accepting me for who I am.” He continued.

My mum blushes over his words. I smile looking at them staring at each other lovingly.

            “Thank you for accepting my proposal, my love.” He said.

I am shock over his words.

            “Mum! When did you?” I asked in surprise.

They both are looking at me smiling. Mr. Brook reaches for my mum shoulder and hugs her.

            “Last night. He proposed over dinner. I said yes.”

She glees with excitement then she shows me her engagement ring. A simple gold ring with small diamond on it. I look at them in awe. Part of me is happy with my mum. Part of me is jealous with her. I put down my glass. I walk to her and hug her tightly.

            “I am happy for u, mum.”

            “Thank you Ivy.” She kissed my forehead.

I walk to Mr. Brook and hug him. He embraces me tightly.

            “Should I call u dad now?” I said jokingly.

He loosens his hugs and laugh.

            “Whatever suits u, darling.” He said.

Dad. A parental male figure that I had been missing in my life. My eyes become watery looking at him.

            “Oh sweet Ivy. I will always love u like my own daughter.” He kissed my forehead.

I look at him smiling.

            “Shall we toast then?” I asked reaching for my glass.

They both laugh and we toast our drink. Our dinner continue with laughter. We start discussing about the wedding.

After dinner, I rest myself on my bed. I reach for phones and stare at the screen. I am waiting for him to text or call. Ian has been very busy since our final exam. He is hard to reach. When he replied my text it is always sorry baby I am busy with family stuffs. I got really frustrated. I miss him. I miss his warm hugs. I miss him inside me. I sigh over the thought. In the end I decided to bar hopping with Ed and Lorrie every single night if we are not working.

I remember our conversation at one of the bar.

            “When do you know u loves someone?” Lorrie asked suddenly.

I am sure we are all tipsy as f**k. Ed laughs.

            “The hell u asked me? The horny f**k boy of the town and this b***h here with secret f**k buddy.” He said.

            “I don’t have f**k buddy.” I said angrily.

Ed looks at me with meaningful look.

            “Shut up b***h! One of my whores saw u naked on top of a muscular guy in his car by the roadside near the city border. He said u f**k him good” Ed smirked at me.

Fuck! I remember that night. That night the entire motel is full with tourist coming to the city for music festival. Ian decides to drive us outside the city to find a place. He got really horny and decides to park his car by the side of the road and f**k me relentlessly. The road was quiet. I don’t realize us being watched. I still remember he makes me come nonstop that night. The thought of the sexy night makes me horny. I start rubbing my legs together.

            “He is not my f**k buddy!” I get angry at Ed.

            “Then who is he, sister?” He asked flirtatiously.

            “Friend with benefit.” I answered and sip some tequila.

            “It is called f**k buddy, sister.” Lorrie replied with meaningful look.

            “Oh shut up u two. I am not having f**k buddy.” I said angrily.

            “Then u have no problem f*****g that fine dude that been looking at your butt for quiet sometime.”

Ed gestured me over group of guy across the bar. I turn and see group of horny guy licking their lips. One of them is looking at me with lustful look. I don’t blame them. I wear a tight skinny jean purposely tonight. I want to let some steam off tonight. It seems my plan works out. I finishes my tequila shots and said

            “Watch me bitches.”

Ed and Lorrie laughed at my sudden moves. I make my way to the guy that been looking at me lustfully. I straddle him and begin to kiss him passionately. Damn he is good. He returned my kiss and his hand start rubbing my breast. His friends start wooing at us. I stopped and whispered at his ear.

            “Let’s get out of here.”

He grinned and dragged me outside the bar. His friends whistled at his move. He brings me to his bikes. I hopped on and hugged him. He began to ride us away from the bar. I started slid my hand to his crotch. He whimpered. Suddenly, he makes a turn into the woods. He stops when we reach deep inside.

            “Get down, bitch.” He said.

I staggered to hop off his bike. He parked his bike and start pushing me to a nearby tree. His hand is trapping me. Then he reached my lips and kissed it passionately. I got really horny and start hugging his neck. He lifted my shirt and my bra and started licking my n****e. I moaned and arching my back to him. His hand grabbed my waist. He swiftly removed my jean. His finger started trailing to my swollen bud. I gasped.

            “U soaking b***h! U wants it that bad?” He asked when he started rubbing my bud.

I yelped. I looked at him and gave a meaningful look. His hand yanked my panties down. He makes his way to my p***y. He kissed my thigh to my dripping p***y. He lifted one of my legs over his shoulder. His hand firmly gripped my thigh. He began licking my p***y. I moaned with excitement. He licked my bud and slit alternatively. I kept dripping some juice. He sucked all off it. I got really excited. It’s been awhile I got to do this. I fisted his hair with one hand and the other hand is against the tree for support. He licked vigorously. I started shaking with excitement. I arched my back and moaned loudly. My p***y exploded with a gush of warm juice. He licked all of it. Some of the juice is dripping down my legs. I panted. He placed my leg to the ground. I look at him with meaningful look.

            “U wants this b***h?”He asked while showing his hard d**k.

It was hard and long. Not muscular as Ian. I got really excited. I reached for his d**k. He grabbed my hands and turned me to the tree. He raised my hands above me. He whispered to my ears.

            “I’ll do it my way, b***h!”

I chuckled with excitement. I wanted it so bad. I arched my butt to him. He slowly slides his junk inside me. I gasped. I want it so bad. I started to move my hip. He pinned me hard to the tree.

            “My pace!” He yelled at me.

I stopped moving my hips. He started thrusting inside of me. He doesn’t slow down. He thrust faster and faster. I began to lose my mind. He pulled my hands backward and held it by the wrist. He pushed my body down. I am reaching almost to the ground. My breast flapped with his thrust. His thrusts become faster. I jolt with excitement and reached my climax. I began to drip some of the juice down my leg.

            “f**k b***h. Do you think I am going to stop?” He whispered to my ears.

            “No. f**k me hard.” I replied breathlessly.

He pulled me up and hugged my waist. He thrusts his hard d**k deeper. I moaned loudly as I reach my second climax. He held my legs and lifted it upwards. His d**k is still inside my p***y. I grabbed his thigh. He thrust deeper and faster. I come for the third time. He still continued his paces. I am about to faint when I reach my next climax. I felt his body start to shiver. He put me down and thrust one deep thrust inside me and releases his warm milky juice inside me. I shivered with excitement and released gush of warm juices again. My legs become weak. He hugged by the waist and held me standing. After cleaning ourselves up, he took me back to the bar. I kissed him one last time before he drove away.

I admit that night is the best f**k I had ever since Ian been ghosting me. Ed and Lorrie has been teasing me ever since. As we hop bars next day, I continue having s*x with any guy that laid their eyes on me. Lorrie was right. Once I got the taste of men’s d**k, I want more. Although the s*x is good, I still missing Ian. I want his thick hard muscular d**k inside me. I stop bar hopping with Ed and Lorrie. I am tired with the same s*x but no one pleasure me the best like Ian.

I feel warm juice dripping to my legs. f**k, I am horny again. I reach to the box under my bed and bring out the content. It is a big thick muscular dildo. I purposely purchased this type of dildo to match Ian’s d**k. It is not the same but at least it gives me the same feeling when he f***s me. I turn on the dildo. It starts whirling and I slowly shove it into my p***y. I moan softly. My other hands play with my n****e.

I get impatient and turn the speed to maximum and start digging deep. I moan and my hand tightly grips my bed sheet.

            “IAN!” I scream Ian’s name and gushes out warm juice.

I pant and look at the dildo whirling. How I wish it was Ian’s hard d**k.