Over Hot Chocolate and Red Wine

Under the star

Lyanna’s party was huge. A lot of people I never met from college show up. As expected from a conglomerate daughter. I walk to the log’s patio looking for some quiet place. I can’t be near booze anymore. I am afraid I am going to lose myself to any of this rich guy.

The patio is crowded with couples. I can see Lorrie start flirting with one of the old guy. He looks like a rich bachelor. They seems enjoying themselves. I just turn my back from the scene. I walk outside the log towards the path besides the forest. Suddenly I heard voices.

            “f**k! U so tight. I want to c*m in you.” I heard a man moaning.

I walk further only to see Ed is half naked from waist down being f****d by some hunky hairy bald guy. Ed sees me and start smiling. His face looks so horny. His proud glory dangling with each thrust and erected suddenly. I just shake my head and left him having his sexy moment.

I walk further only to see a jetty by the lake. The lake shines brightly as it reflected the full moon. The scenery makes me awe. I decide to lie down on the jetty. I take out my jacket and placed it on the jetty. I position myself comfortably. Wearing knee length dress sure as hell is not comfortable to lie down like this. I gaze over the moon and the stars. It calms me a bit.

Caught Ed having his sexy encounter really disturbed my mind a bit. I was wondering how s*x feels. Does it hurt? How do you know it was the right guy to have s*x with? What position is the best? Yes I am 20 and still a virgin. Julius used to talk about finding the right guy for your first time. I just sigh over the thought of him.

            “Mind if I join you?”

I am shock over a man voice. I jolt with the surprise and sit down quickly. My dress almost reveals my underwear. I grab the end of the dress swiftly to cover it. I look at the man that startled me. Ian. He is smiling at me. He sits next to me and put down a bottle of red wine and two wine glasses. I am shocked by his presence. 

            “Want a sip of this expensive stuff?” He asked while showing me the wine bottle. I just shake my head. To be very honest, I don’t feel comfortable around him at the moment. The thought of our last conversation still bothers me.

            “Why? It is not everyday u get to sneak this stuff while the host is not paying attention.”He said as he pour the wine and hand it over me. I accept the glass and looks at it.

            “U knows what happen when I am drunk. I don’t want that kind of incident happen again.” I said and put down the glass.

            “Don’t worry. I will make sure u behave.” He said to me while smiling.

Somehow the smile calms me a bit. I start sipping the red wine and savour the taste.

            “This stuff is good.” I said as I asked him to fill my glass.

            “See? I told ya.” He poured me another glass.

The next conversation went silent. We have been sipping the wine silently. I gaze over the sky and start smiling.

            “What’s so funny up there?” He asked.

            “Nothing. It’s just that the moon and the stars make me calm and forget all the shitty stuff in my life.” I put down the wine glass and lie down. Ian followed my suit. He lies down beside me and places his palm below his head.

            “Shitty stuff? What’s so shitty about your life?” He began to ask me softly.

I sigh and unknowingly I am telling him about my dark childhood.

            “I come from a small town. I was raised by my mum. She was an alcoholic. She used to be a groupie for this one bikers gang from my town. She had a s*x with the leader and I was conceived in the process. She decided to keep me as an anchor for their relationship. Few years after I was born, my dad cheats on my mum with another groupie. That when the thing got messy. He becomes abusive. He would kick my mum when she denied his s****l favour.  They always have rough s*x in front of me. He slapped my mum after. The sight is so scary for me as a child. I used to climb on the roof when he is home and stargazing until I was asleep. That is the only way I got to forget all the stuff he done to my mum. My dad decides to leave town with his gang after police raids. He left me and my mum. My mum reverts to being horny alcoholic women in town. Every night she would bring any guy to our home for pleasure. She even had s*x with my classmates. They would pay my mum sometimes. That money is practically raised me. I had to work 2 part times job to pay for our bills. One day, I decide to change our life and apply for college. The day I accept the offer letter is the day I drag my mum out of that shitty town. That lands us here.”

He went quiet as a mouse when he heard my story. Suddenly he pulls me closer to his chest and placed his arm under my head and looks me directly in the eye.

            “I am sorry to hear that.” He starts caressing my check softly.

I giggle. His face changes over my reaction.

            “Well sir. U gets me in good mood already. U bring my ultimate drink and I start spill everything.” I said. My hand is cupping his cheeks. He smiles.

            “Ultimate drinks? What would that be?” He asked.

“Hot chocolate when you sad. Red wine when you are happy.”I replied.

“What a coincidence. I prefer the same.”