Over Hot Chocolate and Red Wine

They just the same

After the night at frat house, Ian has been M.I.A. I am not paying much attention about that. Until today, the worst day in my college life. Few men are whistling when they sees me walking towards my faculty building. I am used to this kind of treatment back in the town. I just ignore the cat-calling and cranks up my iPod. The situations getting really loud as I enter Mrs. Darlene class. All the guys from other class start gesturing p***s jerking moves at me. They start pointing on the board in front of the class and calling me names. I turn at the boards. I was shocked to see posters of my face with white splash on have been slapped on the board. The words: “THE BEST BLOWJOB QUEEN OF THE YEAR!! is scribble on the board. I get furious and tear down the posters.

            “WHO THE f**k DID ALL THIS??” I yelled at the guys. They start mocking me and some of the girls start giving me disgusting looks. Some of them start whispering.

It triggers me back at the memory of Julius being dragged by the people back in the town. My head start spinning and I start crying. Suddenly, I felt my wrist was grabbed by someone. That person dragged me out of the class while I am bawling my eyes out. I don’t care about peoples stare. We stopped at near the fountain outside the building.

            “I am sorry you had to go through all of this.” It was Ian’s voice.

I look up at him, wiping all my tears with my sleeves and yelled at him.

            “It was your fault!! If it is not because of your brilliant ideas, I would not go through all of this. Now I am the blowjob queen! I am a w***e! I am a slut!!

            “I am doing that to saves u! Whose fault gets us to the closet situation? Who was so horny messing with the seniors? U don’t know the scary things those dudes will done to a girl. They will f**k you mercilessly and records it! They will distribute the video on dark web. Do u really wants the world jerking over u being f**k or rather suffers this temporary embarrassment?” He yelled back.

His voices so loud and it scares me a bit. I am shaken with anger. I walk towards him and points at him.

            “Temporary embarrassment? Easy for u to say. It was my faces slapped all over the board. Not yours! How I-”

            “I am going to handle this problem. U doesn’t have to worry.” He cuts me. His voices already tone down a bit. He shows his determination.

I am stunned over his act. Those words, those kind of face is exactly the same as Julius face from that night. He tried to reach for my hands. I move back from him.

            “I don’t believe u. Bastard like u never through with his word. They just left.”

I left him puzzled. I ran as fast as I can away from the college. I don’t have anywhere to heads to. I just ran until almost out of my breath. I stop by the bus stand near the supermarket few blocks from the college. I catch my breath.

            “Damn u Julius.” I murmured to myself.

A bus stops and I hop on. I will never going back to college ever again. I swear to myself.