It is unexpected, during her half year stay in the castle made her feel like she's at home. She doesn't feel unsafe. It was like she's living in her dreams. Perfect meals, huge space and castle, luxurious furniture, expensive tailored branded clothes, and fairy tale-like life. But as days pass by and her 11th month of stay in the castle, she is getting anxious about her purpose. She thinks about her reason for coming to the castle in the first place.
To be his wife and love him. But it doesn't sound like that's just it. She doesn't know much about the consequences, the f*******n, and the must.
She was asking herself, has she fallen in love with him? There is some proof that she was attached to him. One of the proofs is when she was feeling mad just by thinking about the visiting of the
