She turns over, making me grunt. Though she hasn't grown much, I'm painfully aware there's a baby just hanging out in her body. "I love you," She whispers. I sigh, stroking her baby hairs, rubbing her back. But I don't say anything. Because I don't think she does. I think she likes the idea of me, and she likes that I love her because it makes her feel better about everything in her life that's bad. I think she likes the idea of love. Just not necessarily with me. "I love you too," I say. She turns over, nuzzling neck. "Make love to me." And I smile, and oblige. I touch her how she likes, where she likes it. She stops my hand. "No," she sighs. "Not like that. Like you used to." Like I used to? Is there any difference? "Just touch me, feel me, love me," She begs. "I am, Wendy," I

