I needed to have a deep to rest my sore muscles I was completely stressed out. i closed my eyes letting darkness pull me under BELLA I stood in front of the mirror as Carol helped me dress up. I still felt like crap from last night, after Theo had literally rejected me, like I was just a piece of furniture. And there was no way I was going to let him walk over me again, only to do the same thing over and over again. Which is why I had literally run away. But it still hurt. It hurt. All the mixed signals he was giving….they hurt. And I was fed up. But that didn’t stop me from feeling like I was making a mistake. I had stayed up all night, putting up walls so I could face him for the next two years. It was going to be hard, but I was sure I was going to prevail. It was all for my dad,

