I tossed the phone on the bed and got up. I needed a shower. A cold one. BELLA I lay on my bed, reminiscing for the umpteenth time, about the call from Theo. That call changed something in me. I was sure of it. I felt like a school girl all over again. I had been so wet when he had been on the phone, that I had almost touched myself. And now, even as my hand wondered to my p***y, I let my mind wonder to the day we had almost made love in public! That night had been the most daring for me ever. I had never dared do such a thing like that before. Not even dreamt about it. But when I was with Theo, it felt like all my reservations disappeared, and all caution had been thrown to the wind. I was absolutely sure I would have let him have his way with me, if he had pushed for it. But he had

