ALICE
Mortification woke me before my alarm did.
...because what the f**k got into me last night?
My whole face felt tight as I recalled how I said those words with so much anger and indignation. God, I was such a fool sometimes. I should've never embarrassed myself that way.
Hell, I even let him hold me while I spewed s**t from my mouth. Great.
It wasn't that I wanted to keep the job or anything like that. I just wished I'd never said anything. I'd leave my position and then this would all be forgotten. But no, I went ahead and embarrassed myself instead by demanding to know why he wanted to f**k me.
"Stupid," I said out loud. "You're so stupid."
There was something so utterly humiliating about saying the truth. I wasn't even sure why. I didn't make the rules.
It was six in t
