ALICE
I knew watching the show was a filthy damn thing to do, especially since I was standing right next to a man who showed interest in me and clearly was trying to communicate something to me by bringing me here, but I couldn't stop.
I couldn't look away.
I was well aware that there were aspects of s*x that I'd never familiarized myself with. When I was younger, I'd read all sorts of books filled with smut, imagining how my s*x life would be once I became sexually active.
To say that s*x disappointed me would be a lie. I'd had good s*x. Benjamin was good at it, too. He wasn't exactly the kinkiest man on the block, but he f****d with heart, and that counted a lot.
He also always made sure I came.
But this...this was something I wasn't familiar with, and maybe that was the rea
