I felt my heart was breaking, thinking that after I confessed what I did was for him, still, it didn’t end so well. I didn’t know what to do anymore, the fact that I couldn’t forget him no matter how hard I tried, or maybe I didn’t try harder.
I wasn’t ready to be out there dating. I started installing HeartRated, but I ended up deleting the app again. I was scared that if men knew it was me—the cam girl, they would look at me differently, or they would only use me in the end. That image ruined the already ruined Harry Bloom, but I didn’t feel any regrets.
I was just so glad that Keene was going to use the tickets and the cash I earned from camming. I couldn’t wait for them to share their experience.
“You’re stalling.”
“I need to revise my story.”
“You still haven’t told me about it.”
