ASTRID
“Club? You?” Lily's brows furrowed in disbelief as if I’d asked her to fly to the moon with me.
“Astrid, this is unbelievable. You hate clubs. Tell me why you are here.” I roll my eyes regretting why I came here. It has been a f*****g miserable five days since Jordan disappeared from my apartment after f*****g me silly yet I can’t stop thinking about him.
I can’t even focus on my work. I’ve tried everything possible but it’s not working. I would have gone for therapy but I think that would be too extreme. No matter what I do, I can’t stop thinking about Jordan. It’s like he’s stuck in my head.
Every time I close my eyes, I see him. Every time I try to distract myself, I hear his voice and feel his touch. It’s driving me insane.
I haven’t slept well in the past five days. I bec
