Chapter Twelve
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Lisanna
Luca seems so angry, no I'm not the type to freaking ignore the situation that's happening in front of me.
"Lisanna I've been meaning to talk to you." I hear a manipulative b***h say.
Melody can feed off my s**t.
"What?" I snap, looking at her twirl her blonde hair, I could've sworn she had brown hair a few weeks ago.
Yes, Melody is the type of girl who would say she's naturally blonde.
smh.
Are people becoming more annoying or am I becoming too angry?
"Just wanted to tell you that Asher and I got together yesterday night." She bites her lips, I groan as I watch her place on her lip gloss to enhance her over glossy lips.
"Melody I'd rather not hear about your s*x life." I say bitterly, as she walks alongside me.
Is she a dog?
Actually scrap that she is.
"Funny how Asher follows you around, I mean look at you." She gives me a look of disgust.
But she's contradicting herself?
She's doing that right now.
"Damn he was good yesterday."
Okay?
She's seeming like a slut.
me: catches myself being judgemental
me to me: i did not raise you to be like that.
That's rude of me to say so, she's just a girl who likes having fun.
A bit too much fun.
"What the hell do you want?" I say finally stopping causing her to bump into me.
"I want to tell you that your friend, Asher is a d**k, you should know that- I mean I might as well tell you before he destroys you himself." She before she walks the opposite direction.
This girl just gets me messed up, here I thought guys were bad.
To be honest all this s**t is too cliche for my mind.
Okay I understand Asher's a d**k.
After everything he's done, he acts like he's some innocent person, I hate two faced people- they irritate the hell out of me.
"Lisanna!" Speaking of the devil, Asher walks towards me with a huge smile. I scowl before rolling my eyes to turn to face him.
His smile falters as he looks at my facial expression.
"Did I do something wrong?" He looks at me, this two faced looking sick d**k.
"Liz, you alright?" He tries to touch me but I move away.
"You're actually funny, literally, you're the most two faced person I've ever met Asher- you're a twisted freak."
He frowns, "what did I do now?"
I chuckle shaking my head, "I don't get you, what the hell do you want? What are your motives?"
"I have none, we're friends?"
"Don't you feel any remorse?" I look him straight in the eyes, he looks at me confused.
"I'm confused."
Of course you are, lying scumbag.
"Luca, Allison?" He drops his facial expressions, suddenly looking pale.
"You don't know what you're saying." His tone of voice was serious at this moment.
"You don't know how badly Luca wanted his sister to be alive, breathing."
He runs his hand through his hair, I never find that attractive about a boy: every time I notice a boy do that I find little pieces of dandruff fall out of their hair.
That wasn't the case for Asher.
"Lisanna please, you have no idea what you're saying- just stop." His voice was strained.
"Funny coming from a person who could've saved another's life."
"I-I can't."
"Can't accept the fact you're a murderer?" That's when I knew I went too far.
A tear had slid down Asher's face.
"Li-Lisanna."
I gulp, looking at him.
"You don't know what happened that day, you don't know what the hell happened? She just looked so sad." Asher says wiping away the tear from his face.
"Allison?" I enquire, he nods his head.
"That day she was begging me not to give her the blood, believe me Lisanna I wanted to give it to her so badly but she told me she'd rather die than live a painful life."
"So you just let her off just like that?"
He shook his head, "I tried my best, it was what she wanted."
"That's when everything went wrong, I had said something really bad to Luca, I never should've said it: I told him that it's better off if she dies- I didn't mean it, it was that I had no other way to tell him, was I meant to just say oh your sister wants to die so I'm not giving my blood." He frowns before sighing.
"Does Luca hate you?"
"I don't know, ever since that day all he's ever wanted to do was to strangle me, clearly hatred." He mutters.
"Asher is there something else you want to tell me." I look at him, he looks like he wants to say something but he prevents himself from doing so.
"You know how I told you that my parents had divorced." He says, his eyes were getting watery.
"Yeah."
"They really didn't get divorced."
"What?"
"The-they're d-dead."At this point had nothing to say, I wrap my arms around Asher as he tries to hold back his tears, he fails miserably.
I felt tear drops on my shoulder.
He was crying.
No s**t, why am I always at war with my self conscience?
"Why would you lie?" I say, I didn't get Asher.
"I hate telling people about the s**t going on in my life, I just feel like it's better to say nothing than to say anything." He pauses for a second.
"About Melody." I clench my jaw at the sound of her name.
"You know the thing that happened with Luca, Melody had blackmailed me one night to just date her so she could raise her so called popularity level- if I had let her tell false rumours about her my life would've been ruined."
"How the hell did she find out?" I say, trying to keep my anger in.
"She was one of those stalker type girls, she still is." He says, his arms still were around me.
"Why did you care about everyone finding out, nobody would believe her- I mean she used to be a nerd." I say as Asher sighs.
"That's the thing, she had Luca by her side."
"Luca? The Luca that goes to this school?" I say shocked.
"Yeah, if I didn't agree to be her boyfriend, she would tell everyone the truth with Luca: then everyone would judge me, hate on me- then I would have to move which would be difficult because I have no-one."
"s**t I forgot you're eighteen in a few days." I curse.
Asher chuckles, but behind that laughter there was a boy having a battle in his head.
I didn't notice, I didn't notice the fact that Asher had been broken all along.
He acted like everything was alright.
But truly everything was going wrong for him.
I was horrible to him, treating him like crap and calling him a Murderer.
Who am I?
Lisanna f*****g Diaz, a stupid b***h.
"I'm so sorry Asher."
Asher simply shook his head.
"No Lisanna, I should be the one apologising."
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