"Come on in" the history teacher told us
I walked into the classroom first and then Lilly
"It's a pleasure meeting you miss..."
"Oh just call me Lilly, and you are?"
"Mr.Hemsworth but you can call me Alex"
Ew, what was going on here.
"Please take a seat" he offered Lilly while pulling out a chair
"Thank you" she said smiling
He couldn't take his eyes off of her and here I was just stood like a lemon
"What seems to be the problem with Rosalie?" Lilly asked
"Well, I believe we haven't set off to a very good start. She can be rather rude when making comments and today she exploded rather aggressively in front of the class but I do believe that maybe have been anger built up from something else" he told her
I really didn't want to be sat here listening to this right now
"What's been going on rose?"
Now I'm left with a choice, do I tell Lilly that this teacher is the problem? I can see them looking at each other with an expression I haven't seen before.
Or do I only semi tell the truth and say it's other things that annoyed me.
I guess I'm choosing the latter
"I've just been stressed out with other things, I was annoyed at something today and then you just triggered me" I explained
"What's happened?" Lilly asked concerned
"I'll tell you later" I replied
"Why don't you wait outside and we will discuss this further" mr Hemsworth replied
Wow I actually know his name now
"Sure" I nodded and went to wait on a seat outside
I haven't seen Kate all day but I hope she's spoken to Olivia. I hope they are okay, I'm sure they will be but I suppose it was a shock for her.
"Your really out of it today" said Isaac
I didn't even see him approach
"Yeh" I replied looking at my feet on the floor
Why did he have to be everywhere
"Come with me rose" he said
"I have to wait for the meeting to end" I said attempting to refuse him nicely
"It doesn't look like it's going to end any time soon"
I looked through the window and there they were talking happily and slightly laughing.
"Fine" I answered and stood up
I walked beside him in silence with my arms crossed. I couldn't deny that I felt awkward. He's been so aggressive towards me lately and the last time we were alone we kissed.
"That's not your mum in there is it"
"Oh god no, that's my cousin"
"She looks young, does she take care of you?"
"Yes" I responded
He was about to say something else but I didn't want this conversation to go further than it had too
"Why are you even still here?"
"You do realise I've still got work to do right just like every other student" he answered
"Of course"
We walked a little more in silence until I realised we were walking outside
"Where are we going?" I asked
"Just follow me"
"Are you gonna murder me? I mean if you are then you may as well just do it here and get it over with"
"Yes clearly I'm going to murder you and then either spend the rest of my life in jail or on the run, I definitely want to waste my life because of you"
"Why is it you have an answer for everything"
"Why is it you irritate me"
"I don't mean to"
"I'm sure you don't"
We walked across the football pitch until we reached the stands which we then had to climb to the top.
He then stepped over the railing
"What the hell are you doing?"
"Relax, come on climb over"
For some reason I did, very slowly might I add climb over.
On the other was wooden crates stacked up forming steps.
"Be careful" he told me while stepping down them casually
I followed behind him ducking under trees. We were no longer on school property.
He then stopped once we reached a clearing. It was a large field and we sat up the top of it. The field dipped downwards then eventually ended just before the city. We could see for miles and I was very impressed
"It's nice here" I said taking a seat on a fallen tree beside him
"You have a thing for natural beauty don't you"
"I suppose so yeah, there's just something about certain things that appeal to me because they are just the way they are. Like the stars, they shine most probably without even knowing they shine yet no one made them or told them to shine. The trees grow from a tiny seed and they will create perfect landscapes"
"Everything holds beauty just not everyone sees it but you see it which makes you beautiful too"
I smiled at his words, in moments of us being alone his words always seemed so thought about and well perfect
"What about you? You seen the beauty in the stars and you see the beauty in this view" I replied
"Beauty can also hold a beast" he answered
I didn't reply to that, I wanted to but how do you reply to such true words.
"What are you thinking about?" He suddenly asked watching me intently
"Nothing" I lied
"That isn't possible, your brain never stops thinking"
Okay smart ass
"You really want to know?"
"Yes"
"I'm thinking about why you have more mood swings then a girl on her period"
He smiled at that which surprised me. It was the first time he smiled by me and I must say his smile was also beautiful.
"Sometimes rose people get in to situations they don't want to be in and they don't know how to react"
"Don't you have a conscience to tell you that"
"Sometimes following the voice in your head can get you into a dangerous situation"
"Then how come you react badly to me? What situation do I put you in?" I asked
He turned to look at me but it was as if he was looking into my soul, attempting to read exactly what I was thinking and feeling.
He stood up and put his hand out for me to take. I placed my hand in his then stood also. I thought he was being a gentle man and just helping me up but he didn't let go of my hand.
He held my hand in his delicately, I could feel the tingles spreading which made me nervous.
How did I end up in these situations
"I don't think your ready to know that just yet" he replied once agin staring into my eyes.
His eyes were a crystal blue that reminded me of the ocean surrounding tropical islands. The truth was I didn't want to look away.
"We should head back, don't want them thinking you ran away"
"Okay" I replied
The funny thing was I actually didn't want to leave