I close the book, place it on my side, and then start sobbing. I can't believe Lochan committed suicide.
When I entered through my front door, I called out for my family but when I heard no reply, I went into my bedroom, and found a note from my mother lying on my study table.
Amber,
We are going over to meet your gran, and when we are back we're having a serious discussion on you staying over that boys house. It's not good for your health because he is a player, and don't try to say he isn't bad to you. You never know when he could break your heart. Anyway, we will be back tomorrow morning, I have talked to Veronica and she will be staying with you tonight.
Love,
Mom.
I rolled my eyes at her stupid theories about Nathan, and after tearing the note in tiny little pieces, I to
