I wasn’t old but I felt too old to start something that monumental. Maybe if I had started training when I was younger. Now, I didn’t know. It just felt insurmountable somehow.
Or maybe I was just looking for excuses. Maybe it was my own fear holding me back.
After six years of not being certain who I was, I still didn’t fully understand my capabilities. My parents nor Jake would tell me the kind of person that I used to be. Every time I brought it up, they found a way to change the subject.
“Just think about it,” Dr. Wyatt said. “It’s never too late to learn… And you might find that you have a natural talent at it.”
It would have been nice if that was true, but at this point, I wasn’t sure there was anything I was good at.
At the end of my exam, I walked out of the room, ready to say
