Haula's POV. My legs immediately feeling wobbly as I fall to the ground crying still looking at the picture on the TV, my nose red due to all the sniffing. How could he? I trusted him, he.... He told me he worked for for the government, he never said anything about being a soldier and worst of all I had to find out from the news. Oh my God I'm so stupid, so dumb to think that someone like that would actually be honest with me. What did I expect? A happy ending of course. And what's killing me right now is the fact that upon seeing this I still love him, I love him so much and I don't think I can ever stop loving him. I hate myself for this, I hate myself for letting him crawl into my heart and I let him, I didn't say anything instead I took him in, but he never once even had the urg

