Chapter six: A new love blooming
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So I started living with my mother. We lived in a small apartment building, it wasn't so bad. Maybe it was because of that man. Each chance I got I would always run back to the guys. I just couldn't get away from them I guess.
"Mai the point of living with your mom is to be with her." Chris said.
"She's working now so I figured I come here and hang out with you guys. Where is everyone anyway?" I chuckled.
"Well Shane's not here, Blaine went on a date with Mimi, Haru's out too, and Kairo went to the bank. While they're out I'm house sitting apparently." he replied. Chris and I have never really spent a day together. It was freaking weird... He says like only two words to me and then he goes completely silent. Soon Kairo returned and Chris flew out the door on his motorcycle.
"Mai what're doing here?" Kairo smiled.
"Oh my mother is working so I thought I come here." I said nervously.
"Well in that case we should have some fun then. We are the only ones here right?" He grabbed me and put his arms around me. Then he kissed my neck up and down.
"Mai I want you." Kairo whispered. My body was so hot and my face felt as though it was on fire. I pushed Kairo away and told him not to joke around like that. A girl's virginity is sacred ya'know?
"I'm not joking. Do I look like I am? I love you and I want to have you to myself." He said.
"Kairo no. I'm sorry I just can't." I said.
"Are you still thinking about Cult? When are you going to get over him! Have you forgotten the reason he left?!" He yelled. Kairo was so angry that he hit the wall.
I backed up slowly, he turned and said, "I'm sorry it just that I get so angry at the thought of you with Cult! I'm gonna head up stairs." I felt bad Kairo did save my life first but I just felt thankful to him for letting me be alive. And with Cult....
*sigh* I don't know....
I thought about it so many times whether or not I should be with Kairo or Cult but it's too hard to decide. Kairo's really sweet and considerate while Cult likes to play around alot but he can be sweet at times too. My heart jumps at the thought of both of them. Ugh I just don't know which brother to choose....
The next day I went back to the Furukawas to look for Kairo but he wouldn't talk to me. I guess he was really mad 'bout what happened yesterday.
"Mai why are you just standing there? Those blankets aren't going to wash themselves and when you're done you have to clean up the guest rooms." said Shane. I nodded, I was so dazed out because I was totally fixed on Cult and Kairo. This decision was getting harder and harder. I went into the laundry room where I saw Kairo folding sheets. I went to help him but he completely ignored me like I wasn't even there.
"Kairo I know you're mad about yesterday but can you please talk to me? I like it when you talk to me." I said. Kairo looked at me with cold eyes and then he walked away.
"Fine! If you're gonna ignore me, then I'll ignore you too!" I yelled. I know it's silly to be petty but he started it!
"I noticed for a while now but what's going on with you and Kairo?" Blaine questioned.
"Nothing!" I gasped.
"I'm only asking because last I checked you liked Cult." he replied. I lowered my head and stared at my feet.
"Blaine I don't know what to do? Kairo loves me and he's fun to be around but I can't help it that I have feelings for Cult." I said. Blaine set beside me and sighed.
"Well if I like someone I would just go for it and be with her but on the other hand; It's best if you listen to your heart. Whoever has the strength to move your heart; then that's the person you should be with." He said. Man that was a good idea? I should stop listening to my head and just listen to my heart. But how can I listen to it when it beats for both guys? Is it possible to be in love with two guys at the same time?
"Mai Can you take these to Haru? Tell him that he has to iron them again." said Chris.
"But doesn't Kairo usually do that?" I said.
"Yeah but Kairo just left and we need the extra help. Ugh Cult needs to hurry up and come back." He mumbled as he went back into the laundry room. Work kept piling up and neither Kairo nor Cult was here.
Later that night Kairo came home late. I waited for him when I should've been home with mother. He tried to brush past me but I grabbed his shirt and hugged his back.
"Kairo please don't be mad at me! I'm sorry but I can't help that I'm in love with Cult." I said. Kairo grabbed my hands and unwrapped them from his stomach.
"Don't do that! Don't you dare hug me and then say you love my brother! I don't want to hear those words unless they're meant for me!" Kairo's tone was so angry. He stared at me like I was a monster.
"Kairo I...." I said softly. Kairo looked away and then he went upstairs. I followed after him and I headed to his room to talk to him. I should've gone home...
"Why are you in my room? Shouldn't you be getting home? I'm sure your mother is worried about you." He said while taking off his shirt. And let me tell you Kairo's body is sick! He's just as sexy as his brothers.
"I told her that I was staying here for the night." I said while hiding my face.
"Go in your room then, why are you bothering me?" He said.
"No I want you to talk to me and I want to know where you went." I said.
"Why is that your business? *sigh* I went to that bridge..." He replied. Kairo took out his cigarettes, he sat down and blew smoke from his mouth.
"Kairo I'm-"
I was about to say sorry but he cut me off halfway and said, "You just don't understand how much I love you Mai. That day on the bridge was the day I decided to stop playing around and get serious about one girl. Mai I'm madly in love with you! Why can't you see that!"
I didn't say anything and just stared at him. It got really silent and after a while Kairo spoke.
"Mai can you leave now? It's really late and I'm tired. If you stay any longer I don't know what I'll do..."
He put out his cigarette and covered his face.
"Ok goodnight..." I sighed. Then Kairo grabbed my wrist and threw me on the bed. He climbed over me and kissed me.
"Kairo what're doing?!" I gasped. He just kept kissing me and telling me he loved me.
My body felt really hot as Kairo kissed parts of my body. I wasn't scared and I wasn't pushing him away like that time with Cult. What did that mean? Was Kairo really the guy for me? Kairo's kisses got softer and lower as he whispered I WANT YOU in my ear. He slowly started unbuttoning my top. My hands were shaking but I didn't stop him and honestly I don't think I wanted to. Kairo kissed my neck while he undressed me; In that moment, I realized that it was definitely time to get over Cult. He wasn't coming back and I can't miss out on an amazing guy like Kairo. I didn't really know where my heart was; but I was going to try and love Kairo.
I gave into temptation...
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