It's You

Control

Doms POV

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Sitting in this room and remembering the last time I was in it. Just the memory makes my d**k stir in my pants. Seeing her at the airport, no makeup, hair in loose waves down her back almost reaching her perfectly round ass. The sweet lily and honey scent she always had filled my SUV. I can't stop thinking about how much she has changed, and how much she hasn't. She looks a little taller, and definitely more fit. Her eyes were the same hazel, her hair the same long light brown. There is a maturity that wasn't there 7 years ago. Confidence surrounds her, and I like it in her! I am not the same kid I was back then either. The things I have done have hardened me and nothing has been able to penetrate the walls I put up after the pain of letting her go. Finding out she was getting married sent me into a f***ing frenzy of drinking and f***ing my way through Vegas for a week. Uncle Damian was pissed, he had to cover for me at the club house, and I was the one getting ready to take over. I vowed to never let another woman get to me that way. Club first, club always.

I unpacked my duffle and hung up my tux in the closet, setting the empty duffle on the floor and closing it. I head to the bathroom to quickly shave and shower before heading down for dinner. Missy has us here 3 days before the rehearsal dinner so that we can "be a family". I really think she just enjoys controlling everything. Ryan seems to be a good guy. Missy is really happy so, I figure the least I can do is take him out later and celebrate with a boys' night. Thankfully, I stayed in contact with Jake and Miles. I know they will have some ideas. After my shower, I went to head down stairs and Danny came down from the third floor. She is stunning, even in cutoff shorts, baggy shirt, and flip flops. I cant help but rake my eyes down her body and take it all in. The things I want to do to this woman.

"Hey Beautiful," I said "Having fun yet?" I caught her off guard, and I love it.

"Missy is so happy you are here Dom." She says. "I am glad you decided to come! Will your girlfriend be at the wedding?"

I smirk before I can help it, and then I laugh a little before answering.

"No Danny, I do not make attachments," I said coldly. "Don't allow others to control me in any way and never will."

Her jaw drops, just the reaction I was looking for. As much as I want to take her right here in the hall, I won't. The last thing I need is for her to catch feelings and get hurt again. So I need to keep her at a distance.

"Well, we have that in common," she says, walking past me and down the stairs.

I followed her into the kitchen. I still find it fascinating to make her uncomfortable, so she blushes. My following her is already in my favor, and I have a smile from ear to ear!

"So you just have fun?" I ask, "I mean that respectfully, theres nothing wrong with having fun."

"I am not sure if my kind of 'Fun' is what you would describe as 'Fun'." She says, filling the coffee pot with water. "I have plenty of hobbies to keep me entertained, and friends to go dancing with, and that, Sir, is all the fun I need" she finishes walking to the coffee pot and filling it. Without hesitation, I was on my feet walking over to her, the moment that pretty mouth said Sir, my c**k was at attention and ready to go off. I cannot get into this with her and, in my current state, I cannot be around her. I headed up the stairs and into my room. I lay on the bed, and started stroking my hard length......

I need to get it over with and just rub one out and get rid of the tension. I will be fine if I just get a release...... Or so I thought.

Danny's POV

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It was like electric currents when he got up from the stool. I knew he was coming towards me, but before I turned around he was practically running up the stairs. I thought maybe he was gonna be sick and went up to check after a few minutes. The bathroom door was open with the light off, but his bedroom door was open just a crack and I heard a groan. I dont know why i kept walking to the door, but I did. For the second time in my life I find myself watching Dom pleasure himself, and as I go to turn away his head snaps towards the door and our eyes meet....F**k!! I thought, and headed up to Missy and I's room before I did anything else stupid. Once there, I grabbed my bag and keys, I needed to go shopping and grab a few personal things, and I couldn't think of a better time than right now! As i back out of the driveway, I looked up at the house and saw Dom standing at his window with.... a smile on his face, Smug P***k! I thought.

Back at the house, Missy is excited about the bachelorette party which will be combined with the bachelor party. There is only one bar around here, so we are just going to go dance and have a good time with some old friends. Alex, Carla, Max, Miles, and Jake will be there, and I need a nap if I am going to be any fun tonight! It has been an emotional and mentally exhausting day already. Everyone is down in the rec room discussing every detail of the wedding. So I slip down into my bra and panties, collapse onto the bed and start to drift away.......

Dream

"Why can't I just call Missy?" Alex asks, I could see the worry and fear on his face. He had just rushed me to the ER after I colapsed during our Saturday morning coffee and study date. He was the only one that knew I was pregnant. Missy and her parents have just left to go see her Grandmother in Florida for a few weeks and I am staying with Alex. I hadn't had the courage to call Dom, I didn't want him to give up on his dreams. We discussed all of our feelings before he left. i was clear that I wanted him to go after his dreams and not to worry about me. i promised him I wouldn't pine for him or become needy and constantly call him.

"No Alex, please, she will call Dom, he can't know." I said, getting drowsy. I had to have a DNC to remove the child that I had been carrying for the past 10 weeks. I was scared when i found out, not sure what would have been the right option for me. Now all I want to do is have my baby back, to watch my belly grow. Instead I am empty again, hollow inside.

"Alex.", I said, waking up from the anisethia.

"I am here Danny",, he says, coming to take my hand. "I really wish you would call Missy. I am no good at crises!" he says, tears streaming down his face. I feel horrible for putting him through this. I know he will help me through this, and soon we will be away from the memories........

I am in so much pain, not just from the procedure, but from yet another loss. Alex climbed into bed with me and held me as I slept.

I wake with a jump, tears running down my face as the dream drifts away and i come back to reality. I was so ashamed that I had lost the baby. Everything i cared about I lost, so I learned to keep everyone at a distance. That's why I don't get involved with anyone but the kids I help and the families I try to put together. I lay back on the pillow, allowing myself to push past the dream and prepare myself for a very giddy Missy. I take a deep breath and close my eyes while I exhale. As soon as I close my eyes, my mind has its own ideas and flashes of Dom in the shower and lying on his bed with a look of pleasure on his face. My hand finds the wet heated spot between my legs and I am already arching my back as a small moan escapes. It doesn't take long to bring myself to my climax, trying not to be loud. I lay there in shock for a few moments at how quickly I came before heading to get a shower. Maybe I missed s*x more than I thought I would.

Dom's POV

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I can't believe I caught her peeping again. I mean it's hot as hell. I just need to get this week over and head back to my club and get on top of some house girls. We always have 5 or 6 house girls running around willing to cook and clean the club house as long as they get a room with one of the members for the night. No one sleeps in my bed but me, so in my case they go find another bed or a couch. There is no need for them to think they are going to get close to becoming my Old Lady. I push her out of my head and dress for the little club down the road for the combined party. I wanna kick Miles and Jake for suggesting this. Jake and Carla are just happy to get a sitter for the night. They have been together since that night at the lake house. I am proud of him for taking care of his family, and loving them so much. Miles, on the other hand, came to me about 2 years after I left and joined the MC. He is now my VP, and a good one. Right now was not the best time for us to leave since a rival MC is trying to expand into our territory. I had most of the club locked down at the club house and made sure to have as much security as possible. A knock at the door stopped my thoughts and opened the door to see Miles hanging up the phone. "That was Red, they went on a supply run with a few of the ladies and Red thinks they where being watched, but all has been calm today." He fills me in of a few other small issues that the club fixed. "Thats about it but I have a Bad feeling that they are going to try to hit when we are gone."

"Hopefully they aren't that stupid," I replied, hoping he wasn't right. "You hear anything on the patch over offers?

"Nope not yet." he says, looking for new notifications on his phone. "Its not even been a week yet, they will patch over."

"At least two will." I said, reminding him that the last club we made the offer to may be leaning towards the Serpents, which would not be in my clubs best interest.

Miles and I got to the club about an hour after everyone else. I saw her and Missy on the small dance floor immediately, I knew they both have had a few drinks. Miles and I go sit in the corner and order a few dinks and watch. Ryan and the rest of the guys were at the next table joking about diapers, bottles and no more s*x and I couldnt help but appreciate that his go to was "As long as she is happy". I know my sister will be in good hands. I had Miles check him out and make sure he had no violent tendencies towards past girlfriends. Luckily for him, he is known to be respectful. Missy is getting tipsy and Ryan goes to her and helps her to the table for rest and water. Danny, however, seems to be excusing herself and is headed outside.

"Make sure everyone gets home" I said to Miles with a nod. I am headed to her. I instantly knew I shouldn't, but I was.

"Hey Danny, " I said, walking up behind her. "Heading back already?" Looking down at her as she continued tapping on her phone.

"Yeah, it's been a long day. I just wanna go relax." she says, "I just called for an uber."

Before i could even think, I said, "Cancel it, I'll take you." With my hand on the small of her back, I directed her to my SUV and placed her in the front seat buckling the belt for her. Then walked around and got in. I headed straight for the Lake house and either I was going to talk to Danny or I was going to f**k her, hopefully both. One way or another, something has to be done about the tension between us. I was not going to lose control.