After distributing the job to Yelan and Avery, we finally started painting the wall. I wouldn't lie; I missed Erix heaps. And I often found myself thinking of him. My body and mind were screaming for me to go and find him, but I couldn't leave my friends to do the job I had started.
I would just have to suck it up. This was for the best in the end. Space is good…space is healthy. Everyone needs it. So if I knew that, why was I still trying to convince myself of it?
I tried to shake my thoughts of him once again and failed miserably. Somehow every thought always led back to him.
I wonder how he is doing right now? I wonder if he misses me too. Is Erix thinking of me as much as I am of him?
Does it ever stop? It was exhausting. My mind was filled with Erix and I almost wanted to run to
