CHAPTER 17 The struggle didn't end with Mother's passing. On rereading her will, it suddenly occurred to me that my siblings and others were mentioned in it, but there wasn't a word about me. Not even a comment or a reference to my turnaround efforts. God knows, a gift didn't interested me. But … bloody hell, some sort of recognition would have been nice. But nothing! The thought, banal as it might have been, left me no peace. The next day, I happened to have some business connected with the probate with Georg Schwartz, and I mentioned this to him. "I'm not surprised,” he commented. “Seeing as your mother is not your mother.” “You what!” I blurted out, shocked. "What are you saying?" He was equally taken aback. "Oh, dear … You didn't know. Oh, damnation, I'm so sorry, Tom … that you

