NIKOLAI
I hadn't heard from her in two days and it was killing me. I felt a little bit of emptiness. Something I hadn't felt in a while. The last time I had felt such was when my father had died.
Even if he was mostly by himself, he had always made sure to take care of us, and guide us.
The past two days without Sasha had caused me to do a lot of thinking. She had asked to settle the feud, and it made more sense now. If it was settled, then I could have her back with me without us getting into so much mess. Like the one we currently were in. I felt really bad for putting her through this.
Which was why I was making my way to Tamara's house. Only she could give me all the answers I needed. I knew it was too early to talk to her, especially after she had just buried her son, but I had n
