A week ago we told Lily's family and Elijah's parents about our engagement. They were all so happy. Lily and Susan were telling me all about how they will help me make preparations. But truth be told I wanted to do it alone so I kindly told them that I will ask for their help if needed but I would like to do it on my own, well on my own with Elijah. He completely agreed with me. We also talked things through so we are both aware that wedding isn't going to be any time soon. With Elijah's work, my magazine and two little kids it will take us time. But we want to do it our way. Nico told everyone in his daycare that his mommy and daddy are getting married because they love each other. He is so cute, but he is growing too fast. Way to fast. I remember like it was yesterday when he said his

