IRIS My heart fell to my stomach countless times. The rate of my heartbeat increased and I had to leave before I did anything stupid. I felt pains that were enough to make me cry. Anya, Roland, Jason, and Finn. All had done a very strong thing to me tonight. I was close to breaking down but I couldn't do it in public. I didn't bother going back to the party. It was already over for me. I removed my heels and began walking home. I was mentally tired and stressed out. I didn't know what to think anymore. My entire world was crumbling down for the third time. I was lost and hopeless. Maybe it was just my fate to always feel this way whenever I was an inch close to happiness. My father died almost to my sixth birthday. He promised to get me a unicorn as a birthday present and lots of fairy

