This night had not gone how I had hoped. In some ways it was awful, heart wrenching, difficult and uncomfortable and yet here I am lying in bed with the woman I love.
Now don’t get me wrong there’s been no funny business and I’m lying here with a hard on that I could use as a battering ram, but it’s worth it to be close to Anna.
I loved watching her, seeing her reaction when she tasted the cheesecake, I am slowly bit by bit getting her back. There was a small moment too when she became aroused, I sensed it immediately- my wolf thought his luck was in, but I knew better. It frightened her, she did not know what it was, so I just repeated that it was ok, she was safe, and she let me hold her hand. It is like all the memories and emotions are all there, but they are all muddled up.
