The Turmoil of The Moon Goddess (#3)

Chapter 5b- Daphne

I did not expect things to be so hard, Anna not only does not remember things, but she is mad when she finds out the things, she has forgot.

Tonight, has been draining and I feel so bad for her, she is trying to make sense of a world that strange and unfamiliar to her. I know she had already cried herself to sleep tonight after doing what her therapist instructed her and then for this to happen on top... moon goddess that is just unnecessarily cruel!

I do not know how I would cope day to day without Mylo here looking after Anna and keeping me sane. I am contemplating closing my shop for now. I owe it to Anna to support her and if I am honest, I feel as though the drive and passion for it has gone out of me, I have more important things on my mind, my poor girl needs me.

As promised, I called Alpha Andrew this evening and told him about Anna’s reminisce therapy session and that she was upset when she did her homework. A few weeks ago, he seemed more positive he would ask continually if she had remembered anything. But now he does not. He does not expect her to remember him anymore. And yet I know he loves her because of the care he showers on her, anything she needs or wants he has provided, no questions asked, with no expectation of repayment. I wish I could give him hope, there is nothing I want more than a happy ending for Anna, and I know that her remembering Andrew will be the beginning of a lifetime of happiness for her. 

After the latest incident I asked Mylo to call Andrew to tell him because first off, I am physically and mentally exhausted and secondly... I just don’t have the gumption to discuss this with him- it was different with Mylo, he was here and knows what happened and I know him a lot better than I know Andrew, plus we’ve been living in close proximity for a while now, we know things about each other that only comes from being close to someone and me and Mylo have gotten close, like really close- I can’t remember a time when he wasn’t in my life close. Mylo went to phone Andrew while I comforted Anna and explained what had happened, he did not complain or moan, he did not even try to get out of it, he just did it. Mylo is a man in a million, we are so lucky to have him here on our side.