I still love you
Time had passed in Versa, it was now officially spring. Surprisingly things have changed…for the better. Somewhat for the better.
I had grown a bond with panic attacks over the break, which was pleasant. Pleasantly terrible. Almost every night I’d break into sweats, with dark flashbacks of that night with Ryan…Each time I’d sporadically scream and burst into tears, Adam would be right by my side. He took off school to watch out for me, which was kind.
However, as much as I appreciated Adam, I needed Hayes by my side too. After that little one-night stand thing, Hayes stayed in Versa but not next door. He worked almost every day and would text me once out of the week to check up on me. The checkups were in the form of long meaningful texts, but I wanted Hayes, not a tex
