But I’m in a loop Three weeks has passed since Jeff left. Everything went back to normal, which was weird. Jeff still hasn’t called me yet, no matter how close I kept my phone near me. There would be times when I’d leave my phone somewhere, thinking I’d lost it, and would have a minor panic attack. Jeff never called Jake either, his mother was right his phone number had changed completely. I’d still call his number just to hear the dial tone though. I missed him so much. I just hoped he was getting better, wherever he was. Wherever he’d end up. I ended up in my bedroom most days, studying for finals. Graduation was in a week. Sometimes I went over to Rochelle’s when Jake was living his life and wasn’t at home. Rochelle, she’d make this town feel not as gloom. Hayes stopped by almost e

