Chapter Six — Five A.M.

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I didn't wake Lena. She was in the adjoining room and I could hear her through the connecting door — the specific quality of her breathing that meant she was genuinely asleep, not the performative stillness of someone pretending. Lena slept the way she did everything else: completely, without reservation, committed to the activity at hand. I let her sleep. I made more terrible hotel coffee and sat cross-legged on the bed with my laptop and started reading. Aldo Conti wasn't difficult to find once I knew the name. He existed in the archived edges of Italian journalism from the 1970s through 1991 — referenced, documented, occasionally photographed at a distance in the particular way of men whose public profile was carefully managed and whose actual business was conducted elsewhere. Crime family patriarch was the phrase that appeared most consistently, though the Italian press of that era used language with a certain oblique quality, as if naming things directly might have consequences. He had founded what became one of the more significant organized crime structures in southern Italy, with interests — the word interests doing considerable work in most of these articles — across Sicily, Calabria, and eventually into legitimate holdings in Rome and Milan. He was described variously as ruthless, precise, and unexpectedly philanthropic, which combination of qualities appeared to have confused his contemporaries as much as it confused me reading about him at 1 a.m. in a Connecticut hotel room the night before my wedding. He died in 1991. Natural causes, the record indicated, which I noted several sources felt compelled to specify, suggesting it hadn't been obvious to everyone. His wife, Maria Conti, had predeceased him by three years. He had one daughter. The daughter's name appeared in the earlier articles — late 1980s, when she was in her mid-twenties — and then stopped appearing. The last reference I found was the 1987 article I'd already read. Giuliana Conti, whereabouts unknown following her departure from the family estate. She was twenty-two in 1987. She married Enzo Marchetti in Rome in 1992. I found the marriage record in a civil registry database that required a subscription I paid for with Daniel's credit card without thinking about it and then thought about it and decided I didn't particularly care. Giuliana Conti. Married Enzo Marchetti. Rome, March 1992. Five years after she disappeared from public record. Five years of being nowhere, officially. Then reappearing as the wife of a diplomat, in a city where her father's name meant something specific and her married name meant something safer. I thought about my mother at the rehearsal dinner. The way she cried when Daniel gave his toast — the specific overwhelmed quality of it, which I had attributed to sentiment and the occasion and possibly the wine. I thought about the way she always cried at significant moments, and how I had always found it slightly embarrassing, and how I understood now that she had been carrying something for thirty years that required regular release in socially acceptable moments. I thought about every Sunday church visit. Every Italian lesson insisted upon. Every quiet vacation in Sicily that my father had always seemed vaguely reluctant about and my mother had always managed with the focused determination of someone returning to something. She had been taking me to my grandfather's country my entire life. She just never explained whose. I found two photographs of Aldo Conti. The first was from 1979 — a grainy newspaper image, a man in his fifties at some public function, dark-suited, looking at something outside the frame with an expression of complete assessment. The second was from 1988, three years before he died. Clearer. He was older in it, silver-haired, standing in what looked like a garden. I looked at the photograph for a long time. He had dark eyes. The particular quality of them — watchful, deciding something while you talked — was familiar in the specific way of features you've seen in a mirror. I closed that tab and opened another one and kept reading. The accounts were harder to trace but not impossible — there were references in financial journalism from the early 1990s, written in the aftermath of Aldo's death, about the restructuring of the Conti estate. Significant assets. Complex holdings. A legal proceeding in Palermo that apparently took two years to resolve and produced an outcome that several parties considered unsatisfactory. I found one reference to the outcome itself. A single paragraph in an Italian financial publication from 1993. The Conti estate has been restructured under the terms of a private designation filed with the Palermo notary in 1991, the year of Aldo Conti's death. The primary beneficiary of the designation has not been publicly identified. 1991 I was two years old in 1991. The arithmetic, as I'd noted to myself earlier, was not complicated. Outside the window the Connecticut dark was beginning to change quality — not light yet, but the specific shift in darkness that happens around 4:30 a.m. when night starts making concessions. I had been reading for three hours. My coffee was cold. My wedding was in approximately ten hours and I was sitting cross-legged on a hotel bed having discovered that my mother was the missing daughter of a Sicilian crime family patriarch and that I was, in some legal sense I didn't yet fully understand, the heir to an estate I'd never been told existed. I thought about Daniel's voice in the corridor. She doesn't know anything yet. Past tense, I thought again. Definitely past tense now. The connecting door opened. Lena appeared in it wearing an oversized sleep shirt and the expression of someone who had woken for unclear reasons and followed the feeling toward its source. She looked at me. She looked at the laptop screen, which currently displayed the 1988 photograph of Aldo Conti standing in his garden. She looked at me again. Then she said: "How long have you known?" "About three hours," I said. She crossed the room, sat on the end of the bed, and looked at the photograph. "Sofia," she said. "I know," I said. "That's — " "I know, Lena." She was quiet for a moment. Then she reached over and picked up my cold coffee and drank some of it with the equanimity of someone who had decided this situation required caffeine regardless of temperature. "Okay," she said. "Tell me everything."
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