Entwined souls

My Name is Clair

My name is Clair, I'm 16 years old and live in a rather big pack in the north of Norway. I have lived here for about 4 years. When I was 10 my family died in a freak accident on the bridge between Denmark and Sweden. Or so I have been told, after the accident I lost my memory, and I hardly talk now. I was taken in by a family in Sweden, Really nice people. I got a sister that way. She is the one who called me Clair. She is older than me by 6 years. She is also the reason I am in this pack now, she loved me very much and has taken me in as her own. When she found out she had a mate here in Norway she brought me with her. I didn't know about this world until 4 years ago, when my sister Luna showed me her true form. She is a beautiful light brown fur ball, the furball is Cellia. When she found out she was the mate of the crown prince of the European pacs she was thrilled, I was as I said, was brought along and got a job. As a human I have been in charge of the pups that are born from warriors and other high standing wolves. I have been working here for the 4 years I have been here, I never really see Luna anymore. I don't feel bad for myself cause I really like working with the pups, I learn alot too. Luna and Kristopher, her mate, are kind people, or so I have heard, I don't really know the man or anyone around him.

Right now i'm sitting in the nursery and reading a night time book for the pups so they can fall asleep for their nap. I read H.C.Andersen's stories. They are good stories. They like the one with the top and the ball, and the one with cupid the most. I have read them a million times already. As I lay down the book the previous nanny comes in. “Clair, do you have some time?” I nod and stand up from the purple cushion I have been sitting on. I tiptoed over the children and before going out of the room I glanced and saw that one of them woke up.

“You know about the guests that are coming?” I shook my head, No I did not know we were going to have friends over. “argh! What is wrong with you? I thought you were the queen's sister why are you do stupid?!” she threw her hands over her head and ranted about my lack of grace and so on for a few minutes before she ran her hand through her hair. “Fine, In a week the other kingdoms are coming to us, Its our turn this year to hold the ball. Normally there would be no problem in having them over, but the Kings have all gotten the Lycan  king to join this year.” She took in a deep breath and just left like that. I was slightly confused about what I had to do with that information. As I stood there she came back again. “You are human, and a disgrace to us. So the Queen agreed that you would be placed at a hotel instead. While the representatives are here. You will have to write up everything you do at the pack so we can give others those job” She gave me a stack of papers and left. I went back into the daycare and went on with my day.

When the last child had been picked up I went to my room at the servants hall, its basically the maids hall, no males are allowed here and I like it like that. All the maids here have not been through their first heat and because of the law of not having any s****l relations before your mate, this pack have made it almost imposible for males and females to do kinky stuff before marking. It also means that I was off their radar even if I was human, and they could literally do it without proof of it. Since I don't have a scent. I do some of the paperwork before going to bed, I write a message to Luna, asking what I should do. I didn't get an answer. So I did what I usually do after a long day. I wrote to the email I had on me the day after the accident. I never really get an answer, but I like writing about my day and how I'm feeling. I Imagine it's someone from my biological family so I normally dont hold back, I have seen how Luna would rant on and on to me and her parents when she was having a bad day, so I just used that experience to do so to the email that probably never was looked at. 

My Loving family, I miss you.

Today the weather was a little dark, it was fine and the kids liked it when the snow started falling. They wanted to go skiing but they are not old enough. They are so cute, and some of them came in new clothing because their parents had gotten a bonus for a job well done. I don't really get those, I'm a little sad that no one says I'm doing a good job, I know I am, don't get me wrong, it would just be nice if I actually got the praise. The old bat came today, telling me about some big time people coming to visit for some ball I didn't even know was a thing, getting pissed at me for not knowing when im Luna's sister, like she doesn't know that Luna pretty much just left me here and went on without even thinking of me. I wrote to her today too, but she didn't answer again. I'm getting tired of this. I don't do anything, I don't see anything. I guess I just have to wait till I'm 18 and I can get the hell out of this place. It's not bad, and I do get paid, but I have no days off, and I don't get overtime when the soldiers don't get off on time and I end up making dinner for the kiddies. I think when I turn 18 I will go to the USA. it would be a good trip and I would just wear a backpack and go. Maybe even buy a bicycle and ride on that. And if I have enough I would buy a horse and ride around. Luna as a horse, her name is Cellia, Luna rides her all the time. She once told me it was the most amazing feeling, just sitting back and letting her take over. Going where she wanted in the tempo she wanted. I want to feel that too.

But the good thing today is that I get to stay at a hotel for a week, because of the guests I am apparently a disgrace and they don't want me around when the guest comes. It's some sort of CEO or something. Guess an orphaned girl with no memory is a disgrace.

But I love you all and hope I see you soon.

Love yours truly. 

When I Write the emails I tend to not write about the secrets of the wolves, I call them horses most of the time, or big dogs. Just because I know it would piss the furballs off if they knew. my silent revenge. As I sent off the email and it said I received it, I let out a sigh of relief. I love when it is received. Even if I know its not getting read. Just knowing some of me is out there for someone to find is a nice and warming feeling inside me. I go to bed after taking a shower and doing my hygiene.

That is how the next week pretty much went by, work, sleep and repeat.

When I had giving back the last child Friday, I was told to pack and get the hell out of the pack and into the cab they had called. I did just that and the cab took off. The man driving turned to me as we got to the T cross at the end of the drive way. “Where are you goin?” he asked, and it dawned on me that he was as much in the dark as I was, I shrugged and said the cheepest place he knew off with food close by. “Okay, love, I know a good place” He drove for about an hour and we pulled up to a diner with a motel behind it. I cheked in and slumped down on the bed, it was soft and it smelled good. I took in a deep breath and let sleep take over me.