WREN'S POV
I WAS now in my room, lying on the bed, crying my heart out of great pain. This was the first time I cried very hard. I mean, I had cried over my exes before, but not like at this moment. If I were to add up all of the pain I had felt before over my exes compared to what I was feeling right now, all those old pain were no match to this one. I did not even know why. Maybe I knew already, I was just being in denial or something. I did not understand myself anymore. Now, I guessed this was the price of what I had done.
I turned my head at my side, at where Vhonn had usually slept. My hand touched his pillow as if I was touching his face. I was not contented; I pulled the pillow to myself to hug it as if I was hugging Vhonn. I really wanted him to come back, but he had already gon
