*Ophelia*
I am such a hothead. Sometimes, I forget just how different our worlds are and the various ways we're relied on. He just made me so ANGRY. Asher has expectations he has to live up to, but saying what he did? It hurt me. And I wanted him to hurt, too.
But the phone call, while explosive, also revealed my heart still isn't over Asher. It's so nonsensical to be into a guy who clearly doesn't want to continue this relationship, but I've learned that when it comes to Asher, my heart never makes any rational sense.
Jake has never been an option. I see him as a musician and a person, but I've never looked at him and imagined a future. He's a great and talented person, but no romantic feelings have blossomed in the few years I've known him.
Why doesn't Asher believe me?
It's always
