Addicted On My Neck(Book 2)

CHAPTER 15

CHAPTER 15

"No thanks,I'm not interested..."agap kong usal

I'm here at the bar, because I want to temporarily lose what happened, I'm here to go straight

I've been thinking about going here for a long time because I'm not used to going to such a place with a n***d body.

Maybe jezy always comes here whenever she comes home drunk, or maybe her mother, they always come home together and once again are drunk so I won't be surprised if they come bar together

Earlier I was sitting on a stool while watching the people inside this bar, the different types of light were painful to the eyes but I gradually got used to it.

In an hour or two I sat I was just a drink cocktail because I'm not used to drinking any alcohol, but when I got bored I ordered whiskey, the bartender gave me a glass and I swallowed it right away, closing my eyes. I rubbed the wine in my throat

It seems like I suddenly feel sick because of the feeling but I didn't send it, I ordered until I felt nauseous.

Maybe because of the effect of alcohol I got up from my seat and walked to the dance floor, when I got to the dance floor I started dancing.

I just dance as much as I want, this is the first time I've been to this place and the first time I've tasted wine and the first time I've danced with other people

"Whooo" everyone shouted to change the music and the song was more fun to dance, I swayed as much as I wanted I didn't think about the people around me as long as I was happy while dancing

I felt something stabbing in my back, I ignored it and just walked a little to avoid it, I danced with people until I felt something behind me again, I was annoyed I faced it

I was dizzy but I could still see that man's face, he was smiling at me as if with a plan, he held my hand and raised it, because of drunkenness I still smiled and turned around and danced.

I felt his hand curl around my waist so I faced him, I was already swaying but my body was still able to balance that

"Sorry you are not my type" My lips form evil smiled before removing his hand from my waist and walking to return to the stool

I went back to the stool, I sat in my seat before and I was holding my head, my head hurt but I still managed, I took my stuff and walked to go to the restroom, I went to the restroom with a sigh

I washed and looked at myself in the mirror, I removed a bit of lipstick so I took the lipstick out of the bag and put it on the lip, I put the lipstick back in the bag and fixed myself

When I came out of the restroom, it was a mess but I could see a little more clearly where I was going, I stopped and took a deep breath before continuing to walk.

I was about to go back to stool when someone grabbed my arm, so I looked there, my eyes narrowed when I saw who pulled me

"Why are you doing here?" I asked him confusedly, he pulled me out of the bar

We still collided but he didn't know about it, I just followed him because he pulled my arm, when we got out he confronted me and left me there

"What the heck are you thinking huh?!"umigti ang panga nya

"I just was enjoying myself, Why is that bad?" I spoke calmly

He sighed in his senses, he took a deep breath and put both hands on his waist and looked at me intently.

"Are you out of your mind?andy!"

"No I'm not,I said I was just enjoy myself here,then you came what are you doing here?!"hinde ko napigilang masigawan sya

"You just enjoy yourself? .. seriously in this place?!, If you want to enjoy yourself just go wherever you want wag lang sa lugar na ganto, paano kung may nangyari sayong bad ?!"

I know he was just concerned he just doesn't want me to be like his first girlfriend, I understand him but what is he doing in our area? And how did he know I was here?

"What the hell is wrong with you?!"

I closed my eyes and looked again, I looked at him badly, How dare him to shout at me!

"Are you drunk?"

"How much alcohol did you drink..."

"I don't know" I hissed

"Have you lost your damn mind?!"

Hinawakan nya ang kamay ko at hinatak ulit,masyado na akong hilo para makipag talo pa sakanya,huminto kami sa lambhorgini aventador,mapatitig ako sa ganda ng kotse nya

Pinapasok nya ako sa kotse nya at sinarado agad ng makapasok ako,sinandal ko ang ulo ko,pinikit ko ang mata ko,gusto kong masuka dahil sa amoy ng kotse nya

Nakakahilo ang amoy lalo na at nakatapat pa saakin ang aircon,dumilat ako at nakita ko syang nag seatbelt na, lumapit sya saakin at tinanggal ulit ang seatbelt nya inayos nya ang seatbelt ko

"Nahihilo ako.."I murmured

Napaangat ang tingin nya saakin,at lumayo ng tapos nya ng maayos ang seatbelt ko

Hinde ko namalayan nakatulog na ako sa kotse nya

TW:MENTAL HEALTH

Nagtatalo ang kulog at kidlat at kasabay ng pag buhos ng malakas na ulan

Naghahari ang ulan sa itim na kalangitan kasabay ng pagtalo ng kulog at kidlat

Mag-isa kong nasasaksihan sa aking silid ang kaganapan sa labas,kung paano humangin ng malakas at kung paano umulan ng malakas

Hinde alintana ang itim na kalangitan at pag guhit ng kidlat,kahit gaano kaitim ang langit mapapansin parin ang kagandahan netong taglay

Nag iisa ko itong nasasaksihan,Nag iisa akong nakasaksi sa madilim na paligid kung paano hanginin ng malalas ang punong malapit ng bumitaw sakanyang tangkay

Ang sarap ihalintulad ang buhay sa isang punong yun

Ang punong yun ay nahahalintupad sa buhay ko,kahit gaano kalakas ang hangin o problem ay hinde parin bumibitaw sakanyang tangkay,mas nanatiling matatag ang maliit na punong yun,parang ako matatag dahil alam kong walang gustong bumagsak ako

Parang katulad din ng ulan,kapag napuno ang ulap ay bumabagsak na pero may pahiwatig,parang luha natin kapag tayo ay nasaktan o masaya may pahiwatig na ito ay babagsak...

Pero minsan kahit hinde napuno ang ulap at walang pahiwatig ay kusang bumabagsak...kagaya ng Luha natin hinde natin namamalayan tumutulo ng kusa

Tama ang lalaking yun kung hinde ko tulungan ang sarile ko ay hinde ako makakaalis sa lugar na to

Kung hinde ko tutulungan ang sarile ko mas lalo lang akong tatagal dito,pero kung ako ba ay makalabas dito may naghihintay saakin sa labas?

Kung ako ba ay makaalis sa lugar neto ay makikita ko na ang pamilya ko?...hinde ko alam kung meron ba akong pamilya,I don't know who are they, where they are,at paano ako napunta sa lugar na to?

Gusto kong makilala ang pamilyang meron ako...ang tanong meron pa nga ba akong pamilya?

Tahimik at walang kaiingay ingay ang silid na kinaroroonan ko,sa sitwasyon kong ito mas pinipili kong makisama sa mga taong kagaya ng sitwasyon ko

Sitwasyon mahirap maintindihan,ayaw kong dumating yung araw na makalabas ako sa gantong lugar ay husgahan ako, husgahan ako dahil napunta ako sa lugar na to

Husgahan ako dahil naging katulad ako ng mga taong nandito,at ayaw kong husgahan ako dahil nalaman nilang isa akong dati na nawala sa katinuan

Ang ihip ng hangin ay pumapasok sa aking silid,napapahawak ako sa aking dalawang mag kabilang braso dahil sa lamig na nararamdaman

Ang sarap masaksihan ang nagbabadyang ulan,ang sarap masaksihan ang nagbabadyang ulan kasabay ng musika,masarap masaksihan at maramdaman ang lamig kasabay ng mainit na yakap

Ako nga lang ba masaya sa pagbuhos ng ulan?...ako nga lang ba ang gustong magtampisaw sa ulan?...

Ng hinde ko na marinig ang kulog at kidlat ay tumayo ako mula saaking pagkakaupo at inayos ang suot

Dahan-dahan pa akong naglakad para lang walang makarinig saakin,ng makalabas ako sa aking silid ay tumakbo ako ng walang kaluskos na naririnig mula sa aking mga paa

Gusto kong maramdaman ang pag haplos ng ulan sa aking balat,gusto kong maramdaman ang pagiging malaya kahit sa ulan ko lang iyon mararamdaman

Masaya akong nagtampisaw sa gitna ng ulan,hinde alintana saakin ang sigaw ng mga nurse at ng aking doctor,basta masaya akong naliligo sa ulan kasabay ng pag-agos ng luha

Para akong batang naglalaro sa ulan,mas pinili kong maglaro sa ulan kesa manahimik lang sa aking silid na puro katahimikan lang ang dala sa aking tenga

Masayang makipag laro sa ulan, mararanasan mo ulit ang pagiging bata,hinde ko alam kung naranasan ko din bang maligo ng ulan nung ako ay bata pa

Kung gaano kalakas ang ulan ganon din kasaganang lumabas ang aking mga luha

Let the rain wash away All the pain of Yesterday.