Winter’s P.O.V It had been a few days since we were over at Robert’s and Dinah’s, I had finally stopped worrying about the conversations that were had when we were there. I don’t know why it freaked me out, I know he was not exactly telling me that is what he wanted with me but I think the thought of it all with anyone scared me but I wouldn’t tell Carlos that and thankfully he never pushed on what was wrong with me that night and it has not been brought up again. Plus today I could not think about all that, I had other things to think about. Tonight was going to be a big step in our relationship. I was ready for that next level with him, he never knew it though, and it was a surprise. I am not going to lie I was nervous but I was ready. He had been amazing…been so patient with me. It ha

