I glanced around to make sure no guards were nearby.
As a female Omega, I wasn't allowed to look inside an Alpha's room, let alone enter it unless it belonged to my husband.
But I was already breaking the rules by peeking into my brother's room.
After all, rules were made to be broken. If they weren't, they wouldn't exist in the first place.
What I saw inside stunned me.
At that moment, I realized I would never be the same again. What I had just witnessed would change my life forever.
“Ahhh, Rowena, suck me,” he moaned as he kept stroking his enormous c**k.
He leaned his back on the wall with his trousers down on his knee as he kept stroking harder than before.
Was he m**********g? I have read something like this in a book.
“f**k, I love you so much, Rowena. You will always be my mate and my Luna.” He then wrapped his other hand in it and slowly stroked it as he spat on his d**k to make it slippery and easy to stroke.
I know I have read some erotic books before and seen pictures but this was the first time I was seeing it in real life being played in front of me.
It felt so real and addictive to watch. He kept jerking off and I couldn't stop looking at him.
He was erotic with his manhood out like that. I have never seen anything like it.
I could stand here and watch him all day with my lips salivating in lust.
“f**k, your hands are so warm, Rowena, give me more.” He groaned as he rolled up his eyes in lust and licked his lower lip. “f**k! f**k! f**k!’ he stroked harder and harder as he spilled his sperm in his palm and moaned out my name.
“Rowena, f**k, I love you.” He gasped out loud with a shaky body with his tongue sticking out as he released entirely on his palm and took a deep breath.
He then sat down on his bed, panting for a minute before cleaning up the sperm off his palm.
“I’m such an i***t, jerking off to my sister every single night.” He muttered and took a long breath and suddenly his expression spun to the door with his eyes wide open.
My heart skipped as our eyes met. Did he see me? Or was I just seeing things?
"Rowena," he whispered.
No!
He saw me.
I quickly stepped away from the door and took a few silent steps back. Had he caught my scent? How did he know it was me? Or was he just imagining things? Damn it. His senses were too sharp.
Sweat formed on my forehead as my heart pounded. I quietly ran down the hallway and hid behind a large pillar, waiting to see if he would come after me.
Please... don't come here.
A moment later, he stepped out wearing only his trousers. He looked around suspiciously for a few minutes before going back inside and closing the door.
I let out a sigh and leaned against the pillar before sliding down to the floor.
I couldn't stop thinking about what I had just seen.
How could Griffith be touching himself while thinking about me?
It was disgusting.
We were siblings... weren't we?
I'd heard Alphas sometimes lost control when their hormones became overwhelming, especially if they were separated from their mate or hadn't found them yet.
But did he really have to do something like that?
It sickened me.
Then my mind wandered back to the past.
We had once been the closest twins in the realms. We adored each other until Mother locked me away in the tower because of the taboo we'd committed.
Looking back now... our relationship had never been normal.
Even that kiss years ago had felt sweet.
If Mother hadn't separated us, we might have believed what we were doing was right.
Would we have crossed even more forbidden lines?
Why had I never thought about that before? Was that why Father told Griffith he could have me if he wanted? Had he noticed Griffith's feelings long before I did?
How could any father say something so disgusting about his own children? Both of them were sick.
My mother and her ridiculous rules... my father... all of them.
I had been too blind to notice Griffith's feelings.
So why was my heart racing as I remembered that kiss? Why did my body betray me just by thinking about him? I had nearly killed him.
I had almost stained my hands with his blood.
What was he thinking now, after touching himself while thinking about me? Did he know I was the one who had poisoned him? Did he know I was responsible for the pain he suffered that day?
I shouldn't have done it.
"What are you doing here?"
"Ah!"
I screamed and jumped to my feet.
He moved so fast that he was suddenly standing in front of me. He covered my mouth with his hand as his white hair shifted in the breeze. His glowing green eyes stared into mine, almost as if they were trying to calm me.
"You're so loud," he whispered before taking a step back.
When did he get here?
Why hadn't I heard his footsteps? Or caught his scent?
Did Griffith have some special ability I didn't know about? Or had I been so lost in my thoughts that I never noticed him?
"You scared the hell out of me," I snapped, shoving his hand aside. "Don't ever do that again."
I was embarrassed by how loudly I'd screamed.
"I don't care if you were watching me," he said. "What annoys me is why you were hiding here."
"Are you serious? That's what you're worried about? What was I supposed to do? Stand there and keep watching you?"
"But you saw me. Don't tell me you didn't like what you saw."
"Seriously?" I scoffed, wiping my mouth.
"I hope you didn't..."
The words caught in my throat. If I finished that sentence, he'd know I'd seen everything that happened in his room.
"Didn't what?" he asked.
"Nothing." I sighed. "Just get out of my way and stop being such a jerk."
"No, I'm not, Rowena. I'm just a lovesick fool when it comes to you."
What was he talking about?
"Move. Right now. I don't even understand what you're saying."
"Am I turning you on, Rowena?"
"What?" I scoffed.
"Your cheeks are red. If you need anything, just let me know," he said calmly, clearly amused by whatever was going through his mind.
"For your information, I don't need anything from you. Move."