Loving The Wrong Alpha.

Blissful Pleasure.

"You care about me?" I burst into laughter. "You're nothing but a f*****g joke. You have no idea what I've lost, Griffith," I sneered.

"What can I do to make you forgive me, Rowena? I'll do anything you ask just to prove I mean every word. Please... give me a second chance. I won't fail you again."

"Give me one good reason why you're doing this. This isn't like you, Griffith. Just know that I'll hate you for the rest of my life, and I'll make sure you never know peace for as long as you live."

He stood up and kissed me on my lips with his large hands wrapped around my back, and I felt a sense of warmth as he deeply smashed his lips on mine.

We kept kissing so passionately that I forgot who he was and what he had done to me.

His pheromones surrounded me, clouding my senses and numbing them. All I felt was excitement and pleasure. He was just so good at it. I felt his bulge against me, grinding me lustfully.

“Rowena,” he whispered. “You are so damn beautiful.”

“Get away from me.” I murmured inside his lips as he kept kissing me.

His crotch got bigger repeatedly and was moaning out loud enough for anyone to hear what he was doing. I tried shutting him up so we wouldn’t get caught, but we were both over the moon to care anymore.

“I love you, Rowena.”

“Griffith.” I moaned as he came to my neck and sucked it lustfully, dipping his hand into my upper part of my gown to fondle with my breast.

How could I be letting history repeat itself after what he had done to me?

This was almost the same act that got me locked up and robbed of my freedom and my childhood.

Why am I letting it happen again? Why am I letting something I suffered for to happen again after everything I had gone through?

I gasped as soon as he brought out my breast, put his lips on my n*****s and sucked the hell out of it.

How could he suck me so well and at that moment, all I wanted was for him to f**k me.

“I want you so much, Rowena.” He ripped off my lower gown and pushed to the bed as he hovered over me. I couldn’t let go of him.

His eyes were red and I could see clearly he was in a rut.

“You are just so warm and tight, Rowena. Just like I imagined you will be. Damn, you are mine now.” He went harder inside me with his body covering

My insides were expanded, nearly exploding me with orgasms.

I felt so full and fulfilled with Griffith devouring me as he pleased like a s*x starved animal.

I couldn’t control how I felt anymore as I kept thrusting along with him, crying out in ecstasy with him.

It felt so good. Unlike other people I've seen, I didn't know s*x felt so good.

Those lonely nights on the cold bed with no one to hug me moved me to tears. Was this why my body felt so excited because it’s been so long since I had a form of physical contact? My body felt so high and drunk in ecstasy, I didn't want to stop.

But to keep going at it with Griffith. The fact we were doing this act in his room, away from the eyes of the palace thrilled me so much I could feel my p***y down there getting wet as Griffith kept thrusting into me.

The forbidden fruit is the sweetest.

“Rowena.”

Griffith kissed me lustfully as he rammed into me like a s*x starved beast. I loved how he was moaning and hovering over me. It felt so good for the first time that someone wanted me.

I was filled up with his pheromones and he was in his rut, which means we both don’t have control over what we want and what we don’t.

His pheromones led us accordingly to our deepest dark desires and lust.

I went alone with his demand and he had me as he wanted.

Before I knew what had happened, time had gone, and Griffith collapsed beside me and fell asleep.

His face looked happier than usual.

I got up and ran to my room with panic filled with different thoughts running around my head about what had just happened.

I got to my room and closed my door shut.

The act I had just committed horrified and terrified me. How could I have slept with my brother during his rut?

What had I done to deserve this humiliation from my family?

My days went by as usual, boring as it can ever be.

I took my diary and jotted down my stupid life as usual when I heard a roar. I stopped, my pen hanging in my fingers, and looked at my door but it was just my imagination.

Anywhere I looked at, the image of Griffith and what we both did, reflected in my head.

Did I regret what I did? No, I didn't.

Instead I felt so good and accomplished by what Griffith did to me the other day.

The next morning, I got up with dark circles as my maid brought me breakfast in bed.

“Good morning, your Highness. Do you not sleep well, princess Rowena?” She came to me and touched my forehead with the back of her hand.

I pushed her hand off me and began eating since I was famished.

I didn’t want to speak to anyone because I wasn’t in the mood to do so.

I was tired and wished everything in my life would just disappear.

She sighed and poured me water in the glass cup and proceeded to get some water so I could take my bath.

Done with my food, I got out of bed and went towards her.

“You can leave, Luca. I’m taking my bath alone today.”

“Don’t you want any assistance, princess Rowena?”

“No, I do not want any assistance. I would like to take my bath alone today. Leave here and that is an order.” I firmly instructed, and she bowed and quickly left the door.

I sighed and took off my clothes to take my bath alone. Pouring water on my body, I could sense and recall Griffith’s hands all over my body.

How he f****d me, moaned above me and licked me like I was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.