Those first years alone weren't the worst. I was still pissed off enough to keep moving. Traveled all over, learned every fighting style I could get my hands on. Got stupid strong because, honestly, what else was I gonna do with my time? Made friends here and there, but they'd find mates, settle down, start families, and I'd move on. Staying just reminded me I didn't have that. Met this old couple once, married sixty years, still holding hands like kids. I was drunk and feeling sorry for myself, so I asked for their secret. The old guy said there was no secret—just found the right person, and being with her made him want to be better. I didn't get it then. Took me decades. By year fifty, time started blurring. Packs blended. Someone asked my age once, and I had to think h

