Edwardian: Perhaps, walking into our room isn't the brightest idea but going anywhere else wasn't a plan. I'm trying to stay away from him because I know he's upset about what happened with Lucifer. What the hell was I thinking? Well, I wasn't. I feel like things are just happening because I'm allowing them to. There's a heavyweight swinging over my head and it's only a matter of time before it finally crushes me. I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm struggling to keep up. "You are impulsive and irresponsible," he started. I know that. Believe when I say that I know just how unprepared I am for what I've done. "You signed your life over to him. Do you get that?" "I know you don't understand," "No, I don't understand," he growled. His hand wrapped around my neck

