I finally showered off everything that happened to my body tonight.
I went to my dresser and took out my old clothes. I stood in the dark in my old room and tried to calm my running heart. I could feel a slight pinching, it didn't hurt much now, but I could feel that formula was vanishing from my body. I didn't know how much it would hurt later, but I hoped it would not end as it did for rouges. I really hoped that Bella knew what she was doing.
I didn't want to stay there long enough to recall all the recollections of my past. I closed my eyes and tried to push these memories aside. But I could not.
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I stood next to the mirror in my white dress. I didn't choose it, but she helped me. She was like a mother to me. The dress was simple, just covered my ankles, long sleeves, and no c
