PSYCHO MATE

Chapter 3: How Everything Begins

My vision started to blur but I still drank my drink non-stop. When else could I enjoy my time and freedom if not today? Today, after a long time, I was able to enjoy my day off to the fullest because Young Master Richard was on vacation with Young Master Caesar on a private island and I was relieved of my duties even though I was Young Master Richard's head bodyguard. All of this was possible because of the kindness of Young Master Caesar, who knew that I had never had a real holiday, which was definitely due to his crazy older brother who always kept me with him even when I was on vacation.

And now I can freely enjoy my day off. I enjoyed sightseeing from morning until late in the evening. I decided to go to a bar at one of the bars at the end of town. I chose this bar because it was far from the main family's house and I was just trying not to run into other bodyguards who were on the same day off as me, and also because I avoided meeting the minor family guards that I often meet in downtown bars when I had come to the bar several times with other bodyguards or with some of the fighting friends in the pack. Every time I met a guard from a minor family there would definitely be a commotion and I was too lazy to make a fuss, plus I was also alone.

I sat at the end of the table and talked to one of the bartenders who was preparing my drink. Every now and then I'd look around me and look for beautiful women who might be invited to spend the night. I feel pretty handsome and I've had girlfriends or one-night stands a few times, but I haven't found anyone who's really ready to be serious in a relationship. After all, somehow, my relationship with my lover always lasts very briefly, even though I have also been cheated on, and of course, the reason they do is that I don't have time for them when they should be able to understand that, because, since the beginning of their relationship with me, I always say first that I have a job where I don't have much time for them and communication will be difficult.

I was daydreaming and staring at the drink in front of me which had almost run out. I was awakened by a low call from the bartender who had spoken to me earlier. He put a glass with an expensive drink in it. I looked at him questioningly because I didn't order the drink at all.

"The beautiful woman over there gave it to you, sir," said the bartender, pointing to a beautiful woman sitting not far from me.

I turned to that woman and smiled as I lifted the glass of drink that she gave me. The woman seemed to smile back at me and raised her drink to me. I smiled teasingly at her, as if to signal that I was also attracted to her. Ahh, at least tonight I will have someone to hug.

Unknowingly, I've been drinking a lot of liquor while talking to that beautiful woman who turns out to be Clara, a beta werewolf who is the same as me. She is a beautiful and friendly woman, also highly educated. It can be seen from the way she talks and behaves, which makes me feel a little inferior because I am not a person who has higher education. Clara said that she had seen me before and assumed that I was a member of the Satish pack. I was quite surprised when Clara said that, but then I found out that Clara is the daughter of one of the Satish pack fighters whom I had met several times when I was training in the pack. Clara and I talked long enough to forget the time and also forget how much we drank. I feel very compatible with Clara.

"After this, do you have to go back to the Satish family's house?", asked Clara in a fairly low voice because she already looked quite drunk.

I'm also drunk enough that my vision is blurry. I've drunk more than Clara, so it's obvious that I must be drunker than Clara, but I'm trying to be normal. I answered Clara's question by holding my head with my hands so that my already heavy head wouldn't fall onto the table, “Eh, no. I still have a day off until tomorrow afternoon."

“Hehe, how about you take me home then? I think I'm very drunk. I haven't drunk this much in a long time because I met people who are very comfortable for me to talk to,” Clara said quietly and interspersed with hiccups.

"Huh, sure. I'll call a replacement driver for both of us," I answered, taking my cell phone from my pocket.

Why do I have a cell phone now? Even though there is a rule that bodyguards in the main family are not allowed to have personal cell phones, but for a head bodyguard like me, I can have a cellphone that is set up in such a way that it can be controlled by the IT team in the main family. After all, this phone was bought by Young Master Richard because he always wanted to make me busy, especially when I was on vacation. But I can't freely use my cellphone, not only because my cellphone is being watched, but also because I can only take my cell phone when I'm on vacation. Actually, all bodyguards and workers in the main family have their own personal cell phones, but they can only take their cellphones on their days off, and also after, their cellphones are under the control of the IT team. However, many bodyguards choose not to have a personal cell phone because, apart from being monitored, but also because the little things they do on their cellphones make them accused of bad things.

After I finished calling the replacement driver, I said goodbye to Clara to go to the bathroom for a while because I, who had drunk too much, finally wanted to get rid of the excess fluid in my body. I staggered walking towards the toilet which was quite far away, I entered the toilet and was immediately greeted with the scent of alpha and omega pheromones colliding in the toilet. I'm a beta, so the smell of alpha and omega shouldn't have much effect on me unless the alpha pheromone is intimidating or commanding, but since childhood, I can say that I'm very sensitive to the smell of pheromones compared to beta in general, so right now, my already dizzy head is getting dizzy when I meet these two. alpha and omega pheromones at once. I was trying to hold on because I really wanted to pee, so I went in and quickly drained the fluids in my body, but somehow the smell of the pheromone getting thicker made my body feel hot and my head felt so dizzy it was hard for me to open my eyes.

Before I lost consciousness completely, I tried to turn around and quickly get out of the toilet, but before I left the toilet, I felt someone coming and pulling my staggered body to get out of the toilet. After that, I just feel the sensual musk scent, but it feels soft and warm. I'm sure the person who has the smell of this pheromone must be a gentle and warm person and definitely a good person, but that's just my guess, because that person turned out to be very rude and suddenly kissed me without any warning at all.

I opened my heavy eyes and didn't want to open them. The first thing I felt was my body being crushed, pain in all sides, especially my lower body. I don't remember what I did last night. All I can remember is the smell of pheromones and a rough kiss from someone I don't know. I turned to the bright light source, which turned out to be the wide-open balcony door with the curtains moving in the wind from outside. I have a body that feels very uncomfortable, especially my lower part which is crumbling and is trying hard to turn around and look at the balcony where it seems that someone is standing there. The strange room and the stranger on the balcony made me even more convinced that last night I must have done something crazy that I never thought about before, but I'm also sure that I didn't want to but the person on the balcony must have forced me, especially since I was drunk last night.

But why is this room full of highly concentrated alpha pheromones? Like the room that was just used for mating while the alpha was in a rut. Did I sleep with an alpha who was in a rut last night? Crazy! No wonder my body is crushed and why doesn't this alpha look for omega? Why am I? Why take a beta? Ahh s**t, I can't even move my hands, let alone my legs. I saw the person standing on the balcony. I couldn't see his whole body, especially his face, because he had his back to me and the curtain that was blown by the wind kept moving and covering the person's body. But slowly, I saw the person's back, which was clearly red with scratch marks and there was even a bite mark deep enough on his shoulder that the blood marks were still clearly visible. His hair was brownish black with two small round earrings that adorned his left ear, and when I stared at the face of the person who suddenly turned around. Our gazes met and gave me goosebumps all over my body because of the smile that was etched on the corners of his lips.

I seemed to forget all the pain in my body and immediately got up from bed, which made the pain in my lower body feel even more. I used the blanket to cover myself and searched for my clothes which I couldn't find. I was immediately alert when the person walked in and approached me. I could feel the musk-scented pheromone escaping from his body and aiming at me. I find it difficult to raise my voice and walking is difficult, so even though I have tried my best to stand up to leave this place, I can only stand without being able to lift my feet to take a step. The person with a sly smile on his face looked at me and came closer to me, then easily used his hands to push me so that I fell onto the bed and lay down. I was so scared but I felt like I lost all my strength and I seemed to have forgotten how to fight. I could only lie down and stare at this man in front of me, pressing down on my body and then gently touching my cheek, which made all the hairs on my neck stand up.

"You're awake, Ryne?", said the man in a hoarse voice that gave me goosebumps.

I still can't get my voice out, it's as if my throat has been used so hard that I can no longer make a sound and I feel very thirsty. I don't know where the courage came from for sure, because I was very thirsty and my life energy seemed to have receded. I dared to say to this scary man in a very hoarse and low but commanding voice, “Water! Get some water!"

"Heh", a small laugh from the man in front of me made me immediately shut up and I didn't want to make any more sounds.

"Hopefully if I die, at least my body is still intact and complete without anything missing at all", I thought, unable to look at the man above me who now left my body and walked away. I felt a little relieved, but only for a moment because he came back again with a glass of water in his hand, then pulled my hand quickly so that I sat down.

"Drink, my stomach isn't done yet," he said casually as he helped me drink the water, which instantly made my dry throat wet and the pain subsided a little. Even though I feel that my ears are now problematic, so I seem to be imagining haha.

I looked at the scratched back and subconsciously called out to him haltingly, “Young…Master…Lloyd”.

"Hmm?", well he said, with his hoarse voice that somehow sounded sexy as he turned to me.

I was stunned to see that his brown eyes had now turned blood red and seemed to be burning with desire. Fear spread throughout my body and made me immediately pull my body back away from Lloyd, who was now walking towards me and climbing into bed, trying to catch up to me, who kept backing away in fear.

"The dominant alpha who is in a rut is like a wild animal that is starving and finally meets its prey," said Young Master Richard, who said that Young Master Caesar had such a scary appearance when he was in a rut. And this time, I saw firsthand how the dominant alpha's gaze was experiencing a rut, not only seeing but I was the prey for the dominant alpha.

I was frightened by the gaze and, coupled with the pheromone that was so thick, I leaned back further away from him until I was at the end of the bed. I wanted to run away but Lloyd immediately caught me and pinned me against his body. His soft lips and his warm breath immediately pressed against the crook of my neck, which he kissed with haste and lust. From small touches, the longer Lloyd began to bite the skin of my neck, which was already full of red marks from before that still sting. I can't fight him, I don't have the strength to fight him. I'm a beta, but right now I'm used to being an omega. My pride feels trampled by Lloyd, not only because of that, but because I really don't want to do it. I'm afraid, this is the first time I've slept with a man and I'm the one who accepts it, so isn't it natural that I'm afraid and reluctant to do it?

I don't know what to do, I just want Lloyd to stop. I could no longer endure this humiliation, my tears flowed non-stop. I endured pain all over my body, I was already very weak and didn't have the slightest bit of strength left. I don't know how long Lloyd's been wearing me anymore. All I felt was pain and my stomach seemed to be full of Lloyd's liquid. Alpha, who is in a rut, is very scary, plus that alpha is Lloyd, who is a scary person to me. I have always worried every time I met him before, but now I'm even more worried.

My body shook with every push Lloyd gave me, my mind was in turmoil and my heart couldn't stand the humiliation. I don't know whose moan I heard anymore, everything was getting blurry and my vision was getting blurry. Only Lloyd's red-hot eyes were the last I saw before I closed my eyes.