I felt a cold hands wrapping around my heart. The coldness made me restless. I tried to move but I failed. I want to speak but no words come from my mouth.
I never thought that I'm able to feel this feeling at once. Who would have thought that a simple and short news about my husband can make me feel this numb?
I felt the weakness and trembling of my knees and even my whole body. Weakly, I held on the sofa and I just sat there. I tried calming myself a few more times but the race on my heart did not stop. I sighed a few times but nothing happened. The heavy feeling is still there and it became heavier.
The strange and cold feeling in my heart grew stronger. I don’t want to name this strange feeling but It seems that it won’t stop from making me numb.
The emotions are overwhelming. Ange
