Jazon Lucas Saavedra's Point of View:
I’m getting mixed emotions and don’t know what should I feel at this moment, but all these are making my heart hurt. I want to shout and curse but I’m trying hard to control myself. And suppressing my feelings was hard to do.
I badly wanted to punch someone but I don’t know who. I lost my control and punched the wall. And as a result, I bruised myself last night. Now, my left hand is still covered in bandages.
I never had a peaceful day since the event with the Zhou’s. I have been cursing and my anger had worsened. I’m furious right now, and my bad mood was the reason why the employees in my company avoided me the whole day. They were scared that I might suddenly lash out my anger at them. I just don’t know if I really have to feel this way.
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