Chapter Fourteen
She had not told Dorothy she was coming.
This was deliberate. She had thought about it for three days before she got in the car — had turned it over in the precise, systematic way she turned over all decisions of consequence, examining it from each angle, testing it for weakness — and each time she arrived at the same conclusion. Telling Dorothy she was coming would give Dorothy time to prepare. And Margaret had spent enough years in courtrooms and boardrooms and the difficult private meetings that preceded both to know that the most revealing thing about a person was not what they said when they were ready but what they did when they weren't.
She left London at six in the morning, before the city had properly woken, and drove north through the grey February light with the file on the passenger seat and the notepad with her single underlined line face down on top of it. She had not reread the line since she wrote it. She didn't need to. It had been sitting in the front of her mind for three weeks, patient and insistent, the way conclusions sit when you have arrived at them properly but are not yet ready to act on them.
*Someone in that house is lying. And I think I know who.*
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She reached the village at half past ten and stopped at the petrol station to fill the tank and buy a coffee she didn't particularly want, and while she stood at the counter she asked the woman behind it — casually, in the tone of someone making conversation — whether Hargrove estate was easy to find from here.
The woman behind the counter looked at her with the particular look of someone in a small village being asked about something they already have opinions about.
"You know the Hargroves?" the woman said.
"I'm the family's solicitor," Margaret said. "I have business with Mr Hargrove."
"Does he know you're coming?"
It was an odd question. Margaret looked at her. "Is there a reason he should?"
The woman — forty, perhaps, with the weathered look of someone who spent time outdoors and the careful eyes of someone who noticed things — set the coffee on the counter and said: "Dorothy usually calls ahead when there are visitors. That's all. Up the lane past the church, second gate on the left. You can't miss it."
Margaret paid for the coffee. She sat in the car park for a moment and thought about *Dorothy usually calls ahead when there are visitors.* About the system of notification that apparently existed. About what it meant that the system existed at all.
Then she drove up the lane past the church.
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Dorothy opened the door before Margaret had finished parking.
This was, Margaret noted, the second time this had happened. The first time had been in November, which she had attributed to Dorothy simply being attentive — a housekeeper's instinct for arrivals, the ears of someone who had managed this house for forty years and knew the sound of a car on the gravel from two hundred yards. But November had been expected. Today was not. And yet there was Dorothy, in the doorway, in her dark cardigan, her expression arranged in the same way it always was — composed, unhurried, revealing nothing.
"Miss Elliot," she said.
"Dorothy." Margaret took her briefcase from the passenger seat and walked toward the house. "I hope I'm not inconvenient."
"Of course not." Dorothy stepped back to let her in. "I'll put the kettle on."
"I'd like to see Roland first," Margaret said. She kept her voice pleasant, businesslike. "If you don't mind."
A pause. The briefest hesitation — not in Dorothy's face, which remained entirely still, but in the air between them, a fractional change in pressure that Margaret registered the way she registered all small things: quietly, completely, without giving any sign that she had.
"He's been having a difficult morning," Dorothy said. "The cold affects him. I think he's resting."
"I'll wait," Margaret said. "I have plenty to occupy me."
She sat down in the drawing room. She opened her briefcase. She took out papers she had no intention of reading and spread them on the table in front of her and looked at them without seeing them and listened to the house.
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It was different in February.
She had been here in all seasons over thirty years and she had always found Hargrove changed with the weather — not the building itself, which was too solid and too old to be much affected by anything as temporary as a season, but the quality of its atmosphere, the particular character of its silence. In summer it was merely grand. In autumn it was melancholy. In winter it became something else — something that had less to do with the calendar than with the quality of the light, which came in through the north-facing windows flat and grey and gave nothing warmth, not even the things that were warm.
She sat in the drawing room and looked at the flat grey light and thought about Roland.
In thirty years she had known him in more configurations than she could easily count. She had known him as a client, as an adversary in negotiations, as a man who called her at seven in the morning when he had made a decision and wanted it actioned before he could change his mind. She had known him, in a way she had never spoken of to anyone and would not speak of now, as something more than a client — something that had no clean professional name and that she had spent twenty years neither pursuing nor entirely relinquishing, because Roland was not a man you pursued and because relinquishment required a decisiveness she had never been able to locate where he was concerned.
She had known him, in short, very well.
And she knew — had known since the letter in January, had known since the phone call where Dorothy said he *sent his regards* — that the person she had been corresponding with for three months was not him.
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Dorothy brought tea at eleven.
She set the tray on the table beside Margaret's papers — efficiently, without comment — and began to pour. Margaret watched her hands. Steady. Entirely steady. The hands of a woman who had been pouring tea in this house for forty years and saw no reason to do it differently today.
"Dorothy," Margaret said.
"Miss Elliot."
"How long have you been managing Roland's correspondence?"
The pouring did not stop. The steadiness did not waver. Dorothy set the pot down and straightened and looked at Margaret with an expression that was not quite blankness and not quite acknowledgement — something between the two, occupying a space that most people could not have held for more than a second without it collapsing into one or the other.
"Mr Hargrove has difficulty with his hands," Dorothy said. "In the cold. It's been a problem for some time."
"His signature on the January letter," Margaret said. "It was right in every particular."
"He dictated," Dorothy said. "I wrote."
Margaret looked at her. "You wrote his signature."
"He guided my hand." Dorothy picked up her own cup. "He was very particular about it."
They looked at each other across the tea tray. Margaret thought: *she is very good at this.* She thought: *she has been doing this for longer than January.* She thought: *there is something in this house that she does not want me to find, and she has been managing that something with the same thoroughness she brings to everything else, and she has been doing it since November.*
"I'd like to go up," Margaret said. "Just to look in on him. I won't stay long."
"I'll check if he's awake," Dorothy said.
She left the room. Margaret counted the seconds. Sixty-three. Then Dorothy's footsteps on the stairs, and then in the corridor, and then she appeared in the doorway.
"He's sleeping," she said. "His colour is much better. I think the worst has passed."
She had said this before. In November. The exact same words.
*His colour is much better. I think the worst has passed.*
Margaret looked at her for a long moment. Then she said: "Of course. I won't disturb him." She began to gather her papers. "I'll come back when he's stronger. Perhaps next week."
"I'll tell him you came," Dorothy said.
"Please do." Margaret snapped her briefcase shut and stood and looked around the drawing room — at the covered furniture, the flat grey light, the door to the hallway and beyond it the corridor that led, she knew, to the east wing and then to the west wing and its locked door.
"Dorothy," she said, at the door. "Is there anything you need? From the village, or — anything at all?"
It was a strange question. She was not sure why she had asked it. Perhaps because she wanted to see what Dorothy would do with an opening — whether she would use it, whether something would move behind the stillness.
Dorothy looked at her with those steady, careful eyes.
"No," she said. "Thank you, Miss Elliot. We manage perfectly well."
*We,* Margaret noted. *We manage.*
She drove back down the lane with both hands on the wheel and her mind moving very fast through everything she had observed, cataloguing, cross-referencing, building the structure of it the way she built every case: detail by detail, quietly, without announcing her conclusions until she was certain of them.
She was not certain yet.
But she was close.
And as she turned onto the main road and the grey February fields opened up on either side and Hargrove disappeared behind her in the mirror, she thought: *one more visit. One more visit and I'll know.*